Latest irl stuff
04.02.2026 14:35 — 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0@vvoidvamp.bsky.social
Cosplayer, artist | he/him | transmasc🏳️⚧️ | lvl 23 | ENTP | Leo ♌️ 🚫DNI: transphobia, homophobia, TERF
Latest irl stuff
04.02.2026 14:35 — 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0I'm so sorry for publicly posting all these thoughts below but I can't hold it anymore
03.02.2026 23:50 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 2 📌 0I've also "earned" an eating disorder during the attempt to turn myself into my better version. It wasn't worth. Just killed me mentally.
03.02.2026 23:50 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0Of course my cosplay skills have grown up for latest years BUT IT IS NOT ABOUT FUN ANYMORE.
It is about competing with others, criticizing myself as hell and trying to be better and better AND BETTER endlessly.
I HATE the tendency of turning cosplay into a modeling business.
We're doing this for fun and positive emotions, not for suffering, self-hate and competing each other.
I never was a mentally healthy and stable person beyond the "pretty picture".
I'm totally broken and torn apart for YEARS because of all the shit people did to me for so long.
I can barely go outside without tears and feeling ugly.
I'm afraid of stalking from haters and other shit I've already experienced A LOT.
Being a cosplayer in this local community makes me drown in self-hate and dissappointment every time I communicate with others.
03.02.2026 23:31 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0If only you could feel all this shit I experience every fucking time, you would cry.
03.02.2026 23:29 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0My brain thinks everyone lies about my appearance and cosplay stuff and I wait for being backstabbed everytime after compliments.
03.02.2026 23:27 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0I still hate everything I do despite everything.
I still can't look at the mirror and accept my appearance despite everything.
I still can't stabilize my mental health despite everything.
It hurts so much. I'm still empty as hell.
#Aventurine x VOGUE
#hsr
#cosplay by me, photo by Gerdä!23
Finished pic of my genshin sona Dantalion
#oc #genshinOC #art #ocsky #genshinimpact
#Dottore #GenshinImpact
#cosplay by me
Photo by @samessy.bsky.social
My oc Traum de Cloude
Watching stars
#oc #ocsky #art #originalcharacter
Blade!! But a little bit horny~
#Blade #hsr #cosplay
Регулярно ловлю себя на той же мысли, но слишком жаль тех лет и денег, что в это вложено т_т
26.01.2026 21:12 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0Small reminder of my main cosplay source!
t.me/voidvamp_cos
#Phainon #hsr #HonkaiStarRail
#cosplay by me
Photo by @samessy.bsky.social
Original
26.01.2026 04:25 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0My oc Dante
#oc #ocsky #art
Redraw of a pic from 2019
Vacation ❄️
21.01.2026 15:53 — 👍 7 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0#Dottore #GenshinImpact
#Cosplay by me, photo by @samessy.bsky.social
Тоже самое.. раньше будто бы не парился, делал чисто для себя и, как говорится, for fun. Сейчас оно все будто превратилось во что-то обязывающее, что несешь ответственность перед аудиторией..
Ощущения беззаботного веселья уже нет(
Snow Vampire
14.01.2026 19:49 — 👍 9 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0#Phainon #HSR #HonkaiStarRail
#cosplay by me
Photo by RIZ @samessy.bsky.social
I'm on my vacation in Georgia now!!
12.01.2026 16:48 — 👍 9 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0vampire romance
#oc #art #ocsky
Sorry for inactivity but I'm back here!
#Dottore #GenshinImpact
#cosplay by me
Photo by RIZ @samessy.bsky.social
Какая жиза 😭
04.01.2026 01:13 — 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0