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Bondage experiences feel regulating to me.

They temporarily give me a body i can inhabit without judgment.

I don’t feel ashamed of how I look with no clothes on!!

Longing to be held
Anticipating excitement
Exchange of pleasure
Time be the only limitation

Proton vpn is one I like to use!!

Intimacy is feeling wanted!!!

Heading here tomorrow

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Wtf is wrong with people..

I have this deep ache for touch that isn’t conditional — for hands that want me without needing convincing. To be wanted with intention, to be felt and held in a way that quiets the hunger instead of deepening it. The touch that silences my depression….

Great pic!!

Dominatrices (2025) ⭐ 8.9 | Documentary Dominatrices: Directed by Danny Stygion. With Domina Shannon, Miss Crimson Rush, Mistress Katherine Green, Ms. Genevieve. Dominatrices is a feature length documentary that focuses on five professional...

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You can now watch this on Relay. Great documentary.

iPhone, turn on Private WiFi addresses, this turns on MAC randomness, and use private vpn would be random enough to make it look like a different location and device if you need to re-register, but I am in agreement, have X die a slow and miserable death, it’s nothing but sewage and AI trash imo

There’s a hunger in me for restraint — for being bound, quieted, and claimed by intention. Not chaos, not excess — just the dark comfort of surrender, where my will goes still and pleasure takes hold.

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Thank you for the trust, patience, and care you bring. You’ve helped me feel safe enough to surrender and, in doing so, learn parts of myself I’d never been able to access. That means more to me than I can easily put into words.

Ha who did you hire, I have five dogs!! (Two border collies, golden, husky and a Bernese mountain dog)

The phoenix matters to me because it marks what had to burn so I could keep living. I didn’t rise untouched — I rose changed, scarred, and awake, carrying the proof that I survived what was meant to undo me.

Gorgeous picture!!

I crave the restraint — to be bound, surrendered, and deliberately used. Not for excess, but for the quiet gravity of giving myself over completely.

Love this pic!!

Cheers!!!

some more, just in case ;-)

Wake Up Dead Man: A Knives Out Mystery
Yellowjackets (very dark)
Evil
The Sandman
Wednesday
The Fall of the House of Usher
You (One of my favorites!)
The Gentlemen
The Crystal Cuckoo
Fool Me Once
Black Rabbit
Hightown

what I am missing right now isn’t just what I experienced, but what I felt afterwards:
I felt seen, engaged, regulated, and fully attended to, it's an amazing feeling and I crave it so badly!!

Run Away was a good thriller

Days later, the echo of restraint and pegging still has a hold on me — not as memory, but as a shift. There was surrender, trust, and something deeply grounding in being held there.

What happened transcended me to somewhere else, and I remain quietly thankful for the care that made it possible.

The anticipation is sitting with me tonight the knowing that tomorrow I can set everything down and be held inside structure and trust. I’m craving the stillness, the surrender, and the feeling of being clearly wanted. Trying not to rush it, just letting the calm and excitement build as I get closer

Current mood….

Still one of my favorite playlists:

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There’s a quiet thrill in knowing in a few days I’m about to disappear into restraint — where movement ends, choice narrows, and trust takes over. The waiting is its own kind of surrender.