Liz

Proud of your work on being healthy!

Today was my dad’s birthday. 🥺

I’m going back home to practice. Still just the 30 for the cello but maybe 90 on piano. I am tired thinking about it. I want to make some good progress before my classes start next week when I’ll be snapped back to cello practice a couple of times a week and maybe 30 minutes a day on piano.

lol. Thank you very much!!! ☺️

☺️definitely not a prodigy but I do enjoy playing lol

My sister told me I’m different in a good way when I get to play my music. So today I practiced for 90 minutes. 30 for cello and 60 for piano. My body is tired. Lol
Cello: prelude and minuets Bach cello suite 1, adoration and chanson triste
Piano pathetique and Chopin and Coleridge Taylor

Thank you 😞

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I’m a week out from the day my dad passed and grief is so wild and so stupid. I’m glad he’s not seeing all that’s happening but o my gosh I cannot tell yall how much I miss him.

Plus it’s almost his birthday. And almost my other friend’s (who I lost) and my ex boyfriend who died this fall and

Thanks! I hope you’re better soon too!

Ugh I’m sorry you’re sick. I’ve been sick for the past week. I’m supposed to be knitting for my kids but I was sick before then too.

Happy #NYE Paris ✨🎉🎈

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Yall. I. Am. Sick. For real. Ugh. Everything hurts. It feels like the flu.

The roller coaster ride that bout of anxiety took me on last night has really not set me up for a wonderfully charged morning. Just an observation lol.

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Imagine *this* being the match to fall asleep on.

Thanks!

I have a week left in the semester. I just have to get there 😭😭😭

Papers! And then if I get done early enough, another paper, and if I get that one finished then, another paper!!!😭

I made homemade soup from scratch (made the broth and everything) bought some rolls from the store. 🙃

I forget that I’m not in the south anymore. A lot is wonky down there but the rolls were gonna be delicious

O this makes me so happy. Sending you both so much love!!

Just wondering the same thing!

Me struggling to wake up every single day of the week. Snoozing twice and dragging.

Me on a Saturday: woke up before my alarm would’ve gone up. Totally alert. Thinking ab just getting up and doing some work but I live in an apt and it’s still quiet hours. I need a house bc I could practice now…

Justin this feels so dreadful. I was not expecting it at all. I need to take a break. Or a pause or something 😭

It’s been a week and I’m tired of crying already. 😖

I usually switch right to Christmas after Halloween but I think I’m gonna just let it all breathe for a bit. I doubt it’ll happen but I’m thinking I can maybe trick my brain into not associating all of this grief with holiday stuff.

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Mood:

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Thank you for saying that. I’m finding it hard to be gentle with myself bc I feel like it shouldn’t bother me and I should just be able to get everything done.

Like my brain has just quit. I was stressed from this semester dnd everything but this weekend just bloop right over the edge. Total overwhelm. I’m not done with my work for class and I’m not concerned at all which is def unlike me

Thanks. I’ll be ok. I messaged my therapist so we will be talking ab it this week for sure. Like we still kept in touch. I just heard from him at the end of September.