Liz

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I clamp mine on my counter or a tv tray which is admittedly very precarious.

I tell you what, I once knew this woman who was always playing devils advocate and I don’t think I’ll maybe ever have to have a conversation with her on that level again and I’m not the least bit upset about it. That’s such an insufferable thing to do. 😫

Feels like we’re probably right on track tbh 😫

Finishing up my last group project for this class to get it turned in. Then I’ll be 1/3 of the way finished with this degree. I really want an a. Send me all the good vibes and say a prayer if you don’t mind. All of the projects have been group projects. I’m worried lol

This is adorable. I would’ve been so annoyed as a pregnant person bc all the reasons she said lol but having someone know your responses would’ve been really sweet.

I told the guy I’d been hanging out with it wasn’t working for me. I kinda let a few things go that I didn’t like (not walking me to the car at night, cancelling last min, being an hour+ late) but when he said he knew everything ab me…I want ppl in my life who are curious and want to learn ab me😕

Thanks. It’s such a weird thing really. I’ll just keep taking it a day at a time. Slow and steady wins the race and in this case im just finding my way back to myself.

Thank you. I appreciate that.

Thanks for the suggestions. I’m sorry that you went through that. 😕

Without commenting on what they did bc they’re a couple and couples deserve privacy and non judgement…they way I see this, she’s running into a problem because this man feels that his actions were shameful but he won’t work thru that it’ll just all be put onto her. SMH. I hope she will be ok 😕

Dark mode triggers migraines for me. It’s so bad. I’m sorry it’s bad for you too.

I feel like I’m more careful with patron information at the library than these ppl are with state secrets. 🥴

This is so true and it’s so hard to watch and it’s also hard because have you ever tried to get someone to invest in something that isn’t a problem “at that moment”? The writing can be on the wall but people are rarely committed to being proactive. It’s so sad all around.

I’m having a thing happen that has just never happened before. I was always such a “good girl” not because I was trying to be. I didn’t date bc no one liked me like that but now I feel like I’m not getting anything right and only getting bad results. My mind keeps making faulty parallels…

I frequently wonder how I would be in life if I didn’t have a purity culture framework for a lot of my formative years. I’m spiraling and all
The self talk is very negative and judgemental. It’s so weird. I don’t ascribe to it or believe it but also my brain is always like but what if you’re wrong?

I think of how it must’ve smelled at least once a day. Yuck

lol but then you’re a witch so no go on that one. As messy as this timeline is I surely do not want to go back in time. If someone from back in time could come to today so I can ask some questions or something. It really was so exhausting then 😫

A lot of ppl died in a lot of really tragic situations. Like a funeral every few months for the first decade and a half of my life.

I’m not intentionally holding onto it but I’m very cautious and I like to make plans and making a mistake or missing info feels life or death to my nervous system.

A veterinarian or a concert pianist. (I didn’t think I was smart enough for all of the science or good enough for the piano…knowing what I know now and how I actually fared in college, I would’ve been great at either one with better guidance from adults around me)

Doing that more often. I’m surprised how often all of my muscles are tight all over.

They are. I could cry thinking about it. The sociopolitical implications plus the constant erosion and destruction of the environment-I have strong opinions ab the army corp of engineers too

Just saw you singing O mio Babbino…I sang that for my audition in undergrad. Love it! You have a beautiful voice!!!

Lived in HTX during Harvey and drove thru NOLA a few times. Gave me a whole new perspective on the logistics of leaving for a storm that large and exactly how low NO is. Drove across lake pontchartrain and saw the levees sit up above the houses. Broke my heart bc in an instant I knew. Heartbreaking.

Got to classical TikTok and saw a comment where someone said they would want to go to baroque times and marry a composer and no. No you would not. Just be happy to listen to and play the music today. 😂😂😂

That’s so wild. I used to live there.

I’m really nerdy. Like I hope you cosplay and go to cons and have collectors items and know trivia…the whole 9. Please read a bunch of books and know obscure facts. I love it.

Ugh. I should try to go this week. Smh.

Thanks!

There’s a university position for assistant performance librarian and concert programs manager… my BS in music business and the MLIS in progress make me so excited for some of my perspectives. A lot of days I worry but some days, like today, I feel a smidge of hope.