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@desdi.bsky.social

30s they/she πŸ”žwriter/artist/cosplayer The Voss & githyanki person fanfic & original #DesWrites interactive fiction, DND, BG3 #githyanki #KithrakVoss I write your dreams & nightmaresπŸ–‹οΈ NSFW & problematic AO3: Desdimonda Pfp: samoncd-rom Bnr:therealshanbear

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Finished my comm sheet(s) and updated my website. Productive at least. I'm anxious af to ask for advice abt it ajjdjsisjd I think I just need to go to sleep

03.11.2025 00:16 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Ahhh this is so lovely πŸ₯°πŸ’œ

03.11.2025 00:14 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

You're so sweet to say love πŸ₯°πŸ’œ thank you!
And it's no problem at all! I could feel and see the love put in them they were just amazing πŸ₯Ή thank you so much for applying and your wonderful contribution to the zine !!!!

03.11.2025 00:09 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

you know i wrestled with my bruised hours
just to lie there next to you

#DesRenders #Adilshar #3Dart #BG3 #KithrakVoss #Vanquish #Githyanki #Tiefling #BlenderRender #BG3nsfw

02.11.2025 14:14 β€” πŸ‘ 24    πŸ” 8    πŸ’¬ 4    πŸ“Œ 0

updating website and working on comm sheet tonight. still feel really ill from stress but been doing lots of sleeping/resting and its helping i think

02.11.2025 20:53 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

know that i absolutely adored your VP in the Treat and everytime i saw it when doing the layout i admired it so much πŸ’œ its just full of all my fav colours it made me happy everytime i saw it πŸ₯° hope you feel a little better soon lovely and the anxiety eases for you <3

02.11.2025 20:42 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
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her nose squish is so important okay
#DesRenders

02.11.2025 20:37 β€” πŸ‘ 9    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Thank you losds my lovely πŸ₯ΉπŸ’œ really pleased how they came out πŸ₯°

02.11.2025 18:50 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Thank you so much πŸ₯°πŸ’œ

02.11.2025 18:50 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

You look so lovely!!! I love when people dress as their OCs πŸ₯°πŸ’œπŸ’œ

02.11.2025 18:13 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

I say that but she's had to witness her father's death, kill her sister and have no choice but to bond with Caiphon by this point she's got a lot of misery lmao.

She thinks Nezarr is her hope and way out and saviour that she saw in her dreams. Oh girl :/// πŸ’”

02.11.2025 18:11 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

😭😭😭 be crying too dw. They make me so emotional why do we do this to ourselves 🀣

02.11.2025 15:58 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

πŸ₯ΉπŸ₯°πŸ’œ tysm rose love !!! So happy how they came out

02.11.2025 15:56 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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We've already reached 59% of our target, thank you so much for the support everyone! πŸŽƒπŸ§‘

#BG3Zine #BG3

02.11.2025 15:33 β€” πŸ‘ 19    πŸ” 11    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

please full view my latest renders for maximum composition and effect. i just posted them together bc they're a matching set πŸ’œ but alas bsky cropping. idk where else to post anything these days 🫠 i did manage to post these on tumblr tho without getting deleted. so win

02.11.2025 14:33 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

-really means. She's essentially immortal because of Nezarr. And when/if he's gone, will she just cease to exist? Will her years catch up on her very quickly? Will it all be okay? And will they all actually survive the encounter? Maybe this is one last morning - maybe it's the first of our forever.

02.11.2025 14:14 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Vanquish model: by doublenyl.bsky.social
Voss model: by me
Scene: Toussaint private quarters by Niodret
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Thoughts while making this render: I kept thinking about this being very close to when they have to go confront Nezarr to free Vanquish from his bonds. And neither of them know what that-

02.11.2025 14:14 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

you know i wrestled with my bruised hours
just to lie there next to you

#DesRenders #Adilshar #3Dart #BG3 #KithrakVoss #Vanquish #Githyanki #Tiefling #BlenderRender #BG3nsfw

02.11.2025 14:14 β€” πŸ‘ 24    πŸ” 8    πŸ’¬ 4    πŸ“Œ 0

baby you don't know the misery that's coming πŸ˜” but also the joy and peace in a few hundred years. hold on bby

02.11.2025 13:54 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
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got a practice file where i fuck around with some stuff and this is baby Van fresh in Nezarr's claws. 18 here about 🫠 a few years stuck in his claws and into Caiphon and his influence as they start permanently changing her body
#DesWIPs #Vanquish

02.11.2025 13:53 β€” πŸ‘ 5    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Ahhh thank you love ! πŸ₯ΉπŸ’œ So happy you like the WIPs and the outcome of it πŸ₯° thank you for believing in it πŸ₯Ή

02.11.2025 09:43 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

everytime stress wrecks my body and mind im like "woah that's crazy" as if this hasn't happened to me 3948394 times and i don't know exactly what's coming. i can barely function my body is a MESS rn. just gotta sleep some of this off.

01.11.2025 20:09 β€” πŸ‘ 4    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

thank you loads lovely! πŸ₯ΉπŸ’œ

01.11.2025 19:18 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
3D render of Kith'rak Voss and my OC Vanquish sitting on a plush bed bathed in warm morning light. They are both naked and she is straddling him while he is gripping her head tenderly and they are looking at each other adoringly uwuwuwuw.

3D render of Kith'rak Voss and my OC Vanquish sitting on a plush bed bathed in warm morning light. They are both naked and she is straddling him while he is gripping her head tenderly and they are looking at each other adoringly uwuwuwuw.

oh, my lover
you made me feel like no other

#DesRenders #KithrakVoss #Vanquish #BG3art #BlenderRender #Githyanki #Tiefling #BG3nsfw #3Dart

01.11.2025 14:26 β€” πŸ‘ 33    πŸ” 17    πŸ’¬ 5    πŸ“Œ 1

ahhh my love thank you THANK YOU so so much!!! i LOVE how BIG his hand looks against her face here its so,,,,,,,,,hjrghfjg. tysm for your kind comment πŸ₯°πŸ’œ

01.11.2025 16:33 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Thank you so much πŸ₯°πŸ’œ voss is so beautiful in golden light

01.11.2025 15:58 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

5 diff angles of that set done. really pleased how they turned out. rare peek into some gentle voss reserved solely for Van and Orph

01.11.2025 14:34 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Vanquish model: by @doublenyl.bsky.social
Voss model: by me
Scene: Toussaint private quarters by Niodreth
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As you know, I favour renders at night & cool lighting, so this was practice with warm & day lighting. I really love how it turned out. There's around 5 renders in the set - more to comeπŸ’œ

01.11.2025 14:26 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
3D render of Kith'rak Voss and my OC Vanquish sitting on a plush bed bathed in warm morning light. They are both naked and she is straddling him while he is gripping her head tenderly and they are looking at each other adoringly uwuwuwuw.

3D render of Kith'rak Voss and my OC Vanquish sitting on a plush bed bathed in warm morning light. They are both naked and she is straddling him while he is gripping her head tenderly and they are looking at each other adoringly uwuwuwuw.

oh, my lover
you made me feel like no other

#DesRenders #KithrakVoss #Vanquish #BG3art #BlenderRender #Githyanki #Tiefling #BG3nsfw #3Dart

01.11.2025 14:26 β€” πŸ‘ 33    πŸ” 17    πŸ’¬ 5    πŸ“Œ 1

ahh yay!! happy birthday bella! so glad you made her in BG3 and she inspires you so πŸ₯°πŸ’œ

01.11.2025 14:16 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

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