mourn watcher 𐐒

Finally got accepted into the biggest (redacted) for (redacted) and immediately found out the owner is massive transphobe with connections to zoophilia and pedophilia and I cannot even vent or post about it for fear of retribution lmao 👍

I LOVE YOU

"Bye ladies" SHUT THE FUCK UP!

But I seriously get it (and understood long before I began taking T). You can do everything you can to try to pass, you can dress in the exact way people expect you to dress, and people still can't use their fucking skulls.

She looks so soft

Baby black bear on its back with its paws in the air. Looks very silly and cute

Black cats <3

Gets lots money to buy husband lots candy

Oh I love this!! My name is Mourny!

It just sucks. A lot. That someone I really wanted to befriend reached out to me first and then I got less than a sentence each reply. It just feels like, jesus christ. Okay. I will go fuck off. I wish I knew what I was doing wrong.

Which is my fault. If no one likes me or wants to be my friend then clearly something about me is wrong. But it's been a thing my whole life. No one liking me. No one wanting to be my friend. It's lonely, isolating. Maybe I deserve it.

It just hurts and it is getting to me this year that no one likes me. Of course my brother does and my boyfriend and the one or two friends that I have. But I try hard to befriend people and talk to people and I just feel so shunned, rejected, embarrassed

Yes it is!

I will look into this, thank you!

🥺

No one here obviously. This is all (other social media platform). But I trust my mutuals to be honest with me if I am weird or to pleeeease give me advice in how I can do better. Do I talk too stiff? Am I too formal? should i be silly and do the xD face and talk in lowercase /genuine question.

It just feels utterly humiliating. Like... ohhhhhh. These people want me to fuck off so bad.

* This is not about people who reply slow, I do not mind and there is no time limit or expiry on my friendship. I am only talking about the times I have tried to engage with people and they reply with nothing I can work with or continue messaging. Nothing to reply to unless I bring up a new topic.

But it makes me feel like I am doing something wrong and like they just do not want to talk to me at all and are waiting for me to stop replying. Help????!! Do people truly just not like me?

They are not even bad interactions, it is just like... I am constantly trying to prompt conversations with people who have approached me first, but I get one sentence in response, a dead-end message where there is nothing left to say. I keep a conversation going until I cannot do it alone anymore.

Oh yes I am fine, I promise. A minor but pesky injury. Thank you for asking 🐱

The source is FFXV! It used to be more populated than it is now :(

Shaking so hard people have noticed

I did it. Whatever. Better safe than sorry

I'm so sorry angel. It is not fair and you do not deserve it.

Last few friendships have ended horribly. [The only former friend I sincerely hate and makes me angry thinking about], someone befriending me as a joke/revenge, and a violent stalker. But I am a good noodle </3 And I will keep trying.

I strugggllleeee to make friends, and the majority that I do end up not liking me at all. I am exceedingly difficult to befriend, I suppose.