Veire💫📖

I've been telling mental health professionals for years that my Selective Mutism as a kid was only something my parents suspected lmao whoops

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My mom, casually: When you went to a psych before for Selective Mutism, they didn't notice any-

Me: Wait, wtf, I saw a psych as a kid??? That was a FORMAL DIAGNOSIS??? WHEN DID THAT EVEN HAPPEN?????

Mom: ...I don't know. But I have the paperwork for it, so it must've!

Hello there beautiful peeps!

Is this late? Yes
Do I have an excuse? No

We got new DLC coming to GW2! Visions of eternity. Its my lads, my gals, the gang its the Inquest! We love these rats.

Gonna be playing it through with friends over the course of the week!

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Me: Time to write out a short little bio for my fighter character today!
The bio: *ends 5 pages long*
Me: ...fuck

I can't help but feel like DDLV has gotten slightly...meme-ier in recent times

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You might think someone w/ food aversion problems wouldn't be overweight, but safe foods don't care about caloric density as it turns out.

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Weight loss tip: Don't eat distracted. Focus on your food so you feel full.

Food aversion tip: Eat distracted. Don't focus on your food so you can just get something down.

...does this phrasing make sense? I feel like the extra words make it clearer than the version over on Twitter, but I can't tell if this one is phrased right either. Idk, I've read it too many times & now everything just looks like gibberish. What even are words.

A man in glasses labeled "Generator Rex Fandom" gesturing at a butterfly labeled "Caesar being neurodivergent for .002 seconds" with a sentence in quotations at the bottom of the image of the man saying, "Is this a red flag?"

Admittedly, I don't understand why 90% of Caesar's "red flags" are red flags, so idk why I'm surprised. The main ones I can think of are "control freak" & "expecting people to trust him as blindly as he trusted Abuela in Night Falls." Other than those...

Idk, some days it ~kinda~ just seems like:

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I saw someone refer to Caesar giving ZAG-RS Violeta's voice as one of his red flags & I have never been less able to understand the neurotypicals than right this very moment

It's 1am & stormy, so I quietly asked Alexa to turn on the porch lights & she fucking WHISPERED AT ME

Like are you TRYING to be a spooky bitch b/c gurl you are SUCCEEDING 💀

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Idk, I'm more anxious & irritable about everything lately.

Probably b/c I ran out of my anxiety meds last week despite them being on AUTOMATIC FUCKING REFILL & LEAVING A GODDAMN MESSAGE ON MONDAY THAT THE PHARMACY FUCKING IGNORED.

I also got a call informing me that my oncologist is no longer w/ the practice, so they have to send me to some other doctor at a different location. So I basically get to have my first appt all over again & idek if he'll even have the same treatment suggestions as the 1st.

SO THEY ALSO FUCKING IGNORED THE VOICEMAIL I LEFT THEM APPARENTLY.

Called them back (b/c they sure as fuck weren't gonna CALL ME LIKE THEY'RE SUPPOSED TO) & the Rx they wanted to send out WASN'T EVEN THE ONE I'M FUCKING OUT OF. EVEN THO IT'S ON AUTOMATIC REFILL.

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I...I think my pharmacy forgot they put me on hold at 4:30 & just. Closed for the day at 5. With me still on hold.

Deeply annoyed that Past Veire wrote "plain" instead of "plane," but I guess becoming untethered from reality can do that to a person.

The answer was ice cream 🫠

They did not.

Perhaps the Smownies will save the day

I have eaten half a cracker sandwich, I am saved.

I did gag in my initial attempt to swallow it, but that's what drinks are for. 🙃

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When I close my eyes, I feel my soul floating away, becoming untethered from this mortal plain

This is entirely unrelated to my last post

Me: We're getting those hunger pangs, let's go eat!

Brain: The concept of food disgusts me

Me: ...ah. Of course. How silly of me to assume you'd crave sustenance. 😒

Brain: We are now nauseous

Hello beautiful!

We out here again, this time exploring Janthir. Getting to grip with the bear-necessities.

Monday and Thursday catching up on gw2 story.

Wednesday with the best sea witch @lewnatic.bsky.social , playing more Yakuza Like a dragon.

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THE WINDOWS.OLD FOLDER HAD MY APPDATA

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Oh

Oh no

I never added AppData to my auto backup

That's where OBS settings are saved

FUCK

My copy of Windows was just irreparably corrupted for years & finally couldn't hack it anymore. So. Fresh reset. Cool. Awesome. Great.

At least it provided a list of all the programs I need to reinstall. 😮‍💨

It was not the RAM 🫩

Can't be sure what the problem was, but based on others experiences, it was likely a faulty RAM stick.

One of these fuckers betrayed me 😤

I also finally vacuumed the carpet under my PC & actually took the time to label & organize my cables. No more crawling under my desk only to realize I have NO IDEA what cable I need! 🙃

1 new SSD, 4 new RAM sticks, 1 new CPU, and a fuckton of dusting later...

IT BOOTS 🥳