✝︎ doll 🔞 // mdni

Oh, How I loathe the holidays. They are only a reminder of my failures to comply.

“IT WAS ALWAYS YOU.”

[Art entry 001]

#art #artist #lineart #gothicart #gothic #digitalart

Font Translation;

“Heard you, saw you, felt you, gave you, need you, love you, love you, love you,”

❝︎нєαя∂ уσυ, ѕαω уσυ, fєℓт уσυ, gανє уσυ, иєє∂ уσυ, ℓσνє уσυ, ℓσνє уσυ, ℓσνє уσυ,❞︎

[Ptolemaea; Ethel Cain]

✢︎ Take me down to the river to bathe in living waters..

#gothic #gothiclolita #nunlolita #egl

♡︎ “I wanna be a virgin pure,”

[teen idle ; marina]

💐
#southerngothic #vintage #soft

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#vent

Disclaimer for tags; the traumacore tag is in reference to the idea that its images used to cope with trauma. Do not mistaken it for the romanticization of trauma.

✦︎ My favorite holidays approach and all I feel is fear…

🌻 ; 002

#southerngothic #countrygothic #softaesthetic #traumacore #vent

Translation for screen readers;

“The word “father” rotted in my mouth.”

❝︎тнє ωσя∂ "fαтнєя" яσттє∂ ιи му мσυтн.❞︎

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// psalm 119:9

#vent #southerngothic #religioustrauma

❝︎Take my hand, and stay with me, my dear..❞︎

[you broke my heart again ; teqkoi, aiko]

#southerngothic #gothic

disclaimer; The lyrics are from Brutus by The buttress.

The verse is corresponding thought.

︎ ✦︎ “May the gods strike me down if I forsake you
Frater meus, you're beautifully made
And to you I'm forever grateful,”

; Luke 22:31

✝︎. A lot of the time, I feel crazy. We’re in such bad denial about our memories, But there’s evidence. Even still, What if we’re misremembering? Maybe it wasn’t that bad. But I know that’s not right. It’s so hard to grapple with it all, and it’s so much easier to say it never happened.

; entry 001

Translation for screen readers;

“You wanna love me right now.. you wanna get alone with me..”

❝︎уσυ ωαииα ℓσνє мє яιgнт иσω.. уσυ ωαииα gєт αℓσиє ωιтн мє..❞︎ [gibson girl ; ethel cain]

#gothic #nunloita #morute

Intro…︎

✦︎My name is Lamb/Doll,
I am an alter in a C-DID system.

⁎︎•︎⌒︎ I will post art , writings , and my outfits.

I will occasionally post NSFW. Mdni.

basic:
-18
- INFP
-multi fandom

TWs for this account:
Religious Trauma, NSFW, cult mentions, mentions of SA, Child ab!se.