𝘽𝙧𝙪𝙘𝙚 𝙍𝙤𝙗𝙚𝙧𝙩𝙨𝙤𝙣

Bringing my daughter over tomorrow and teaching her to throw rocks at peoples windows.

//thinking of the deleted Filth kiss.

”𝗡𝗼𝗯𝗼𝗱𝘆 𝗱𝗼𝘄𝗻 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗙𝗕𝗜'𝘀
𝗺𝗼𝘀𝘁 𝘂𝗻𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗱!”

𝗪𝗿𝗶𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗧𝗮𝗴: #ArticulaɫℯGℯm

𝘭𝘪𝘵⎥𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘤⎥𝘦𝘹𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘥
𝘤𝘳𝘰𝘴𝘴𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴 + 𝘰𝘤𝘴
𝘣𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳 & 𝘱𝘭𝘰𝘵𝘴
𝘢𝘥𝘶𝘭𝘵 𝘹 𝘯𝘴𝘧𝘸 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵

I don’t wanna die anymore. I promise. The self hatred from childhoods always gonna be there though

You could kiss me.

No, as far as I know, it’s just us two. What’s stoppin’ there from bein’ someone new though? I guess… I’m tryin’ to tell you you’re not alone and I don’t think you’re a bad person.

(Meanwhile, Bruce was simultaneously positive he could do this for the rest of his life and that he was going to combust from embarrassment. Absolutely nothing was going to stop him from taking the ice cream though. Nor from staring at Ryder surprisingly sweetly.)

If you want to, I won’t stop you.

I appreciate the offer, but does that really feel like you?

Good. I look forward to it.

(Bruce probably would have fired back with some volatile attempt at pretending that he didn’t love this if his mouth wasn’t full. Instead, he just nodded, face surprisingly red.)

Carole came into my mind. Who says someone new can’t?

Sometimes I feel like I’m in a constant state of panic.

It’s stupid, but I feel that sometimes

//it is! I like making Bruce feel small tbh 😅

I just… you can’t get rid of those thoughts once you’ve had them.

No one else, I guess. I was a pretty big whore before you though.

Some embarrassin’ ideas!

(Bruce paused, hesitating.)

But they’re still good…

I’ll be surprised! Just surprised while simultaneously bein’ a good boy.

(Bruce hadn’t expected it to feel so… intimate. He wouldn’t say no to Ryder though and did exactly as he asked, even if he had to blush.)

And who says I couldn’t make someone like that in my mind?

With myself

//In my mind I know Ryder is taller but I always forget it’s more than half a foot 😅

So I can make up for the abortion my mother should have had.

I wouldn’t if it was yours though!

It’s like bein’ back with my stepdad.

//Bruce Robertson himself told me this

Sometimes I wish I could get pregnant just so I could get an abortion

//I always forget how huge their height difference is.

At least he’s pretty

//meant to be! ❤️

It was her idea.

(Bruce spoke as if he was tattling on someone, even if he had no real reason to be.)