GenCon bound baby!

Another brain dump because like no one follows me here:

I miss the board game community and being a part of it. I miss my job (or at least the idea of it), I miss the friends I made. I miss streaming and content creation. I feel like a ghost looking in. The one who everyone forgot.

How far into the depths of hell do we have to descend before society realizes that there is no return? How many people will die because you claim your book says they are immoral? How many people will suffer at the hands of rich men who do not give a damn about anything but the bottom line? 7/7

I’m terrified for the black community. I’m terrified for anyone who doesn’t look white. I’m terrified for anyone who doesn’t look the way that people think a male or female should look. I am nothing but a blue dot in an incredibly red state who has no idea how to help or support. 6/?

Renaming Spruce Knob “Tr*mp Mountain” (I wish I was kidding). My heart is heavy, I am terrified for my fellow lgbtq+ friends who aren’t in straight passing relationships, especially with news of Sam Nordquist’s horrific abuse. 5/?

At a state level, the fuckers in session right now are trying to run my beautiful state right into uneducated hell. Trying to remove r*pe and inc*st from our abortion protections, removing vaccine requirements (the one thing we do well and aren’t in last place in), removing inclusive language, 4/?

What else am I supposed to do here? I have never had a great relationship with food and it’s at its worst now. At the same time I’m terrified that RF Dumbfuck Jr. is going to take away the only reason I’m still here and surviving. If he is going to take away what is helping my friends survive. 3/?

Well obviously you didn’t do the classes with them. Bullshit, I didn’t. If I’m going to make you work, I’m going to work with you. I’m on duloxetine for nerve issues as well as depression plus birth control for obvious reasons as well as possible endometriosis. 2/?

Okay long emotional rant coming. Feel free to scroll past.

My insurance won’t cover GLP-1’s. But Megan, that’s the easy way out, you just need to eat less and exercise! I worked as a bungee fitness and yoga/ yoga sculpt instructor teaching 4-5 classes per week and I did nothing but gain. 1/?

Trying desperately to not get discouraged in this job hunt. I really would love to be in the board game industry, but I just can’t get an interview.

Anyone else on duloxetine feel like their last batch wasn’t quite right? It’s like I’m going through withdrawal even though I’m taking it as normal.

Being out of work during Christmas is genuinely the worst when your favorite thing to do is give people presents

I watched The Grudge when I was 12 or 13 and it genuinely made going to sleep difficult for years thanks to the corners of my room, the closet, and my comforter

Sometimes you also get to watch fish die

The final episode of She-Ra: Princesses of Power never fails to make me sob