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sorry, i left you on read for the day
my mind likes to tell me it's better that way
i'll brush it off like it wasn't that deep
and tell you i'm sorry, i fell asleep

i once had a thought but don't know where it went

if i told you that i loved you
tell me, what would you say?

i need to know
that when i fail you'll still be here
cause if you stick around, i'll sing you pretty sounds
and we'll make money selling your hair

i’ll purge them all, the thoughts of anyone i’ll ever meet
why aren’t you happy?
nonetheless, i know my insides are empty
aren’t i more than everything?

can i fill up this emptiness?

it's nights like this that remind me of my deepest fantasy
where i'm all alone and i feel the cold, dark earth caressing me

stop calling her name
if you play my game
she may just make it out alive

you never came to save my world

it's been a couple months
that's just about enough time
for me to stop crying when i look at all the pictures

i can't forget, i can't forgive you

i wanna be kissed like when i was small

please don't come after me
i just wanna be alone right now, i don't really wanna think at all

i never meant to call you out
i've always seen behind your smoke and mirrors

if i can recognize my flaws, you'll assume i'm trying to change
but i am lazy and disheartened and i know i will remain the same

i can't be alone with these people
i don't feel like me anymore

let me guess
you want an apology, probably
how can we keep going at a rate like this?
we can't, so i guess i'ma have to leave

i got mental issues
always fucking miss you

stay away, away, away

i want a love like the movies

break first, i break fast and hope it don't last too long

i wanna be with you

i was screaming my damn head off, how you still love your ex?

i was born to be happy

it's crazy how fast you tilted
the world that we were busy building

please won't someone take me home before i lose my mind

maybe when i was a kid i was dropped on my head
yeah, that would make some sense

so if you're gonna stay, then stay
but if you're gonna go
make sure that you hurt me just enough to
make me feel something

i will prove that the way i used to be is all in the past

i wanna fly away to you