Evania⁷ ☽☾

i mean, no hate, could've just done perfectly fine without the biphobic phase she had going on for a good while yk?
Especially without it being directed at me, yk, her supposed best friend

Best friend went from being a self convinced rad lesbian to having a bf whom she quickly confirmed has a huge dick, which she adores, and she loves him — i mean... girl, glad you finally settled ig??

I will only do what's in my abilities and possibilities to do, perfection is unachievable. It's time I recognize that and live by it.
I refuse to exacerbate my already unstable mental state

This to say I'm seriously pondering on my position and future in this workplace.
I can't be having mental breakdowns every other week because of other people's misbehaviour, disorganization and inefficiency.

yeah so today i stayed home because of Friday and Saturday's events. I am not built to bear such high levels of stress, i simply cannot ruin my mental health (deteriorate it EVEN MORE actually) for a fucking job okay? I won't let a damn job obliterate me

mf even started "copying" me and my calm and collected demeanour, mocking it, mocking ME, exaggerating it to try and look funny? To appease me even? Shithead clown-ass don't piss me ooooff

The absolute disgust for that man, the incredible instant ick!! Yuck
A week without seeing his face, hearing his voice or putting up with his overly trying-too-hard-to-be-liked behaviour and it was heaven!

Bored out of my mind at work still 1h and a half to go 😭😭😭

Moved my bed to my new bedroom, had to dismantle it and rebuild it — let me tell you, my back hurts like a bitch AND my knees and shins are covered in all-coloured bruises

Ugh i feel miserable for disappearing on my tiktok friend 😞😞 i just couldn't bring myself to chat
I hope he'll understand

mf be following me on every social, dudeahhhhh don't piss me offahhhhh

istg if she has something to say about tonight's events and my ability to organize myself, i will literally explode and bring the whole neighborhood with me (/s) cause don't piss me off, this was not it.
Fucking saturdays FUUUUCK

Unloaded tomorrow evening's semi which was supposed to come at 8pm, it fucking came at 11pm AND he took ages to actually start bringing me the pallets cause it was filled to the very brim, and was it tidy and organized? OFC NOT FFS 😩🙄 Took me a hour lmao

Fucking hell i hate disorganization with a passion

fucking hell, now i got the ick 💀

shifts longer than 6 hours should be illegal like, i just came home at 2.20 am after spending 9 hours in that godforsaken place I'm so bored and tired — money is nice but without health to enjoy it then it doesn't matter

mf went and ruined a friendship but also, of course, a work relationship — shit ain't gonna be the same anymore ugh legit so awkward

More interesting, i saw two masc looking women at work today (one of them was definitely a lesbian) they were so cool and hot 😮‍💨

Now that i know how he feels about me everything feels so obnoxious ugh like, keep your hands and thoughts to yourself
I'm annoyed beyond comprehension and for me it's hard to keep a straight face, I'm way too expressive

wasn't expecting my ex girlfriend liking my latest ig post (attractive mirror selfie) 🫦

omfg dude don't piss me off UUUUGHH

mmh i feel you, i'm seriously seeing myself in it
I'll still look better into it, but I'll settle with your exact same label for now, for my peace of mind
Thank you lots again 🫂

I'm starting to question the bi side of it all

I'm not even completely sure bisexuality and aegosexuality can coexist... Like idk, would biromatic be more fitting

Yeah exactly the same, I've always felt like i was on the ace spectrum but never really dug into it, probably for fear of moving away from my very comfortable label, questioning it yk
But yes, it's definitely feeling a lot like me ngl, i know that'll secure me some serious thinking time

Never thought it could be an actual thing, with an actual name, that an indefinite amount of people experiences

Yes giving it a name would put my mind to rest ngl, it'd feel more comfortable.
I looked quickly into it and I'm actually kinda seeing myself in it... I most definitely need to do a more thorough research on it but it's absolutely a great start. Thank you immensely 🙏🏼😣

Mmh that wouldn't be too bad actually, i mean, I'm not used to it but people are? So that would make sense
Personally, I've heard the closest rendition of you is mirror-you, which would actually be the best case scenario imo ahahha but then again idrk 🤔

Events I won't discuss because I'd like to think about those the least possible, ugh sigh

Recent events have made me ponder on my sexuality. Or attraction? I need to think about it more attentively. BUT yes, I've come to realize (had this inkling for a while) that I'm only interested in men / attracted to them when they're unreachable and/or the attraction isn't reciprocated.