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I suppose it’s easier for others to manage if they aren’t going through a depressive episode :)

how do fan fic writers even cope with feeling discouraged from writing? mostly because of lack of reach and yeah I could promote better, but idk. I just feel like it was useless to share my exchange piece because no one was gonna read it anyways.

When you were looking forward to something all day and it finally happens and it ends up just ruining your day instead :)

My depression has been so bad lately. It’s like I met my new therapist and suddenly, it all bubbled over.
Trying to convince myself to not revert to my high school angst phase.

This has been the worst weekend in a while.

I haven’t felt like writing these past few days and suddenly my pain from before my surgery came back two weeks before school.
Bro I might actually need a cane if there’s nothing they can do for me.

Everyone, take your seats please! Midoriya-sensei has an important announcement:

The interest check along with mod applications for School's In Session: A Digitial Zine focusing on Izuku Midoriya's life as a teacher and pro-hero is open! We're ready to hear your thoughts!

#bnha #izuku #deku

I’m gonna log off before I go on a spiral but idk today just sucks.

Don’t know when it happened, but I slipped into depression so now I’m over analyzing everything.
My writing.
My kudos.
My projects.
No matter what I do it all comes back to this feeling.
Of insignificance.

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I'm so sorry. If there is anything that I can do to help, please let me know.
Sending you love during this time.

Got a little sense of vindication today.

archiveofourown.org/chapters/170...

I've been working on a #dkbk mafia/organized crime piece. Also it's omegaverse.

This is one of my favorite things I've written. Organized crime has got me in a CHOKEHOLD!!!

Ranting on social media is probably contributing to that but it’s either this or starting a fight and I rather not do the latter.

What does it even take to “make it” in this fandom?
How do I get people to even take me seriously?
I know I need to post more but idk maybe my long ass break was a bad idea, who would have thought?
Idk it just feels like I’m a joke.

I’m gonna go cuddle with my cat until the sinking feeling in my chest is gone.

Everyone says write for yourself. But, when you look at peoples’ carrds and zine credits and kudos, you can’t help but realize how small you really are.

Anyways I’m done throwing a tantrum. My therapist says I need to focus on what I can control and right now,

It’s just I know I’m having a lot of heavy emotions on what I even mean to this fandom and honestly in three+ years, I have two people who remember my name from then.
I didn’t blow up like the others did. I instead got sick. And now, I feel incredibly insignificant.

Sorry.

My therapist calmed me down. It’s fine

Almost end of school year, can Katsuki sub in the rest of the year? I’m tired.

Bro I just wanna write angst.
I’m sorry in advance.

archiveofourown.org/works/63719533
Origin story of teacher Izuku

archiveofourown.org/works/61751545 implied #bkdk read at your own risk.

Update BKDK are together. This is not a drill!
#bkdk #mha

My fiancée made me a custom Katsuki Gundam for Christmas.
It’s absolutely beautiful and I don’t deserve her. She’s making Izuku next too. They will be a pair. #bkdk #mha #bnha

archiveofourown.org/works/60253168

Funny little short to get you through the work week! Because at least you aren’t Katsuki.

#bkdk #dkbk

I finished writing a chapter and then proceeded to have a full blown bpd breakdown. I think chapter 13 might have been my favorite person.

how do people post threads of stuff they've written already? I really don't want to take the time to chunk it out. 😭I'm a lazy enby