briana

was about to start crying at my train stop but a guy came up and asked me for directions and then said i was pretty and my outfit was nice so that delayed it for about an hour

finally don’t have 4 fucking 45+ minute long meetings back to back today for the first time in like three weeks so i’m showing to work at 10-15 minutes late because i deserved that extra time in bed

like when does the space truly start to get inclusive

sometimes (a lot of the time) i think about how there is exactly one black woman in a large content creation org and that org has been racist to her in the past

second interview tomorrow morning if i get the job i promise you im quitting and jumping on a plane immediately it don’t matter where

like one mid selfie and 3 more of you come like i do not need you

do men know that they’re so easy to replace

emiru has had a rough fucking year man

just saw a video of a white firm saying she learned how to dress and it’s just her dressing like ludacris from 2006 i can’t do this anymore

also my gripe with apple music right now is that i can’t control my music from my phone when im streaming it from my computer and when im streaming music from my computer it doesn’t register on my airbuds

trying to feel like a normal human again but everything is dying and so am i

i can’t stop thinking about how nothing matters and how i have nothing and nobody and it is loud

should i just *** lol

just tried to get out of bed for a bit and all i wanna do is go back in it why the fuck am i so sad all the fucking time

please don’t make me go back to work tomorrow i would rather eat nails

i start crying over very silly things

should i start making tiktoks

sometimes i just wanna tell a man to stfu talking to me

i miss mac miller

i just realized i’m the only black person here so actually im closing my tab to go back home LOL

JESUS CHRIST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JESUS CHRIST DO YOU KNOW HOW GOOD YOU LOOK LIKE JESUS CHRIST

they’re playing mobb deep so i’m actually not mad i just feel silly bringing my kindle skfkskckskfkskfds

no way i can read in these conditions im crying

bro who can read at bars with loud ass music or am i just going to the wrong ones

literally the sun setting before 7:30 is a sin it genuinely messes with my mood so BAD

FUCK IT IM GOING ANYWAY

life isn’t fair i just want alcohol in the form of something silly 😔

i was gonn go to the bar for like 2 drinks but it just started pouring rain so mother nature wants me to die

highest i’ve been on my main acc on my main role :>