DiscoveringFiona

YouTube video by Discovering Fiona Coming to Terms With the Past

As I stayed in the UK, I was made to think about important childhood and teenage memories, and how I feel about looking back at that pre-transition me. I can say that I can look back fondly at them now, and today I talk about how I got there 💕

Hope you enjoy 💕

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Due to current commitments, it is very unlikely to be possible for me to find time to accommodate for recovery next year. It's a little tough to process, but I'm still moving forward with my life! Regardless, I will keep you informed of any more updates 💕

Also, due to their general cancellation/rescheduling policy, the clinic will affirms that the surgery must be completed within two years of the initial scheduled date. So, for me, this must be before 20/11/2027, as the 21 falls on a weekend.

To give a little update on the bottom surgery postponement. They've updated their requirements from 6 to 12 months, without giving me any reason as to why they've increased the time.

Finished game of Catan that Fiona won

Fiona posing in a mirror

Fiona taking a selfie

Game of herd mentality

I had a nice time hanging out with some old friends that haven't seen me in a couple of years, if not since before transition! It can make me a little nervous to see people who knew me before, but it all went really well! 💕

Board games are also fun, especially when you win 💕

Fiona holding a plushie newt

Fiona holding a plushie hedgehog

Fiona holding a plushie squirrel

Fiona holding a plushie mouse

So, when I was in London a while back, there were more cuddly animals that I discovered in a little ecology park! They all had some information about the animal and what they would be doing in the winter. I couldn't help but take photos with them all! 💕

YouTube video by Discovering Fiona My Relationships with my Parents After Transition

It's been a fortnight since my last video, so that means it's time for the new one! This time, talking about how my coming out and transition changed my relationship with my parents 💕

Hope you enjoy! 💕

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Entrance of the O2 on a cloudy day

Fiona posing with cable cars in the background

Fiona posing with a fox plushie she found on her adventure

Artwork with Canary Wharf in the background

Another trip to London today! A very typical grey day, but no rain... So I count that as a win! This is a part of the city I've not really explored too much before, and was pleasantly surprised! 💕
I did visit the O2 back in 2007, but barely remember it! Although I know it's changed a lot since then!

Fiona wearing her new clear glasses

Fiona wearing her new sunglasses

I got new glasses recently, and for the first time, some prescription sunglasses! The prospect of seeing clearly in the sun is rather exciting, even if it's winter and raining non-stop here right now...

I'll have a chance to use them very soon though! 💕

YouTube video by Discovering Fiona My (almost) MtF Bottom Surgery Experience

It's finally time, it's the new video 💕 A very emotional one for me, and I'm hoping that in sharing this experience it'll help me move forward, and also help others avoid a similar experience.

I'm doing my best to keep my head up 💕

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Fiona posing in the mirror

Fiona attempting to show off her tea cup and coaster earrings

Tea cup and coaster earrings from the V&A

An amusing image of a horse from a tapestry

I went into London and visited the V&A today! I permitted myself to buy some new earrings... They're too good to ignore. There's so much there, and I felt like I barely got to see half of what the museum had to offer! Some really wonderful things and I had a great day 💕

I wish you all a wonderful new year, whatever it may hold, I hope you're able to work towards making the most out of it 💕

I'll do my best to make the most out of mine, and try to be more consistent with the uploads! As a little apology, an image of me from each season 💕

Make room for those who mean the most to you, even if that is the family pet! Most of all, gift yourself kindness, and know that those around you don't determine who you are, or how valid you are 💕

P.S. Please imagine that I'm wearing an ugly Christmas jumper and that the present is wrapped! 💕

Happy Holidays, and a Happy Christmas to all those who celebrate it 💕 I know that this can be a hard time of year for some, unfortunately many within our community (me included), but do your best to find your own joy this season 💕

Gardens with Lucy

Seal sleeping in water

Thank you again for sticking with me through this, the first video back won't be about my postponement, as there's something else that I'd like to talk about first, but likely the video after will be. I look forward to being back in action 💕

Sensō-ji Five-Storied Pagoda

Fiona in Akihabara

Mt. Fuji though a shinkansen window

Osaka Castle

In regards to my own content, I still need a little time to sort out emotions and figure out what all this means for my future plans. But, I'm hoping to get out a video next Wednesday, just before Christmas, and then to restart the fortnightly uploads 💕

Fiona and Lucy with Woody at DisneyLand Tokyo

Lucy in front of Sensō-ji

Fiona and Lucy with a deer

Lucy looking at a seal

I arrived back from my unexpected holiday with ‪@fairyprincesslucy.bsky.social a few days ago, and have been adapting to being back in the UK. It really was a much welcome break after my bottom surgery postponement. So, because I really can't say it enough, thank you Lucy! 💕

Fiona with a chocobo custard bun

Fiona in Akihabara

Meiji Jingu Gyoen with FairyPrincessLucy walking away from the camera

Gate to Sensō-ji with FairyPrincessLucy hidden in the crowd

We've moved on to our next hotel, but Tokyo was a lot of fun 💕 I've been fortunate to have a great guide with me 💕

I've overcome a couple of fears in arcades, and I can't wait to discover more here 💕 not too long left, but I'll make sure to make the most of it!

I took a wrong turn in Thailand and ended up in Japan with @fairyprincesslucy.bsky.social ! 💕

It's been a great time so far and a much needed break 💕 I'll keep you updated with how things go, as well as my plans once this whole series of events is over! However, for now, I'll do my best to enjoy 💕

I'll take things one step at a time, do my best to remind myself that I've still got nice things lined up. With the right effort, I hope I can still make things work out 💕

Being away from Thailand has been difficult. Not just missing the great people I met, and the temperature, but It's somewhat made the postponement incredibly real. I'm still giving myself a break, but the idea of dealing with having to change all the plans I've made to allow for recovery is tough.

Fiona posing in a hotel mirror

Sunset over an island

Hallway within the sanctuary of truth

The sanctuary of truth

My time in Thailand comes to an end. I didn't get what I expected here, but, despite the heartbreak and disappointment, I don't regret this trip. I made the most out of what was given to me, I met some wonderful people, and shared some moments I'll cherish forever. I'll miss you all 💕 I'll be back

As I'm here, I've spent some time to get out and try to enjoy myself. I've met some great people, and I've seen some wonderful things I most likely wouldn't have gotten to see otherwise. Although it's not how I wanted to spend my trip, I'm doing my best to make the most out of what has happened 💕

I can't express how heartbroken and disappointed I am, but I will be okay. I will move forward, and I will survive 💕 I don't hold any ill will towards the clinic because of their decision, and I do hope to be back eventually.

So, some of you have put things together as to why I am in Thailand, and I was wanted this to be a happy update, but unfortunately it's not. I've explained the situation in detail in a YouTube post, but basically, my bottom surgery has been postponed by at least 6 months.
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Well, in more travel news, I safely arrived in Thailand yesterday! 💕

Fiona collapsed after her journey

Completely exhausted, but I have arrived safe and sound 💕

Unfortunately not, the rats are getting to the later parts of their lives, and a long flight wouldn't have been good for them. I also wouldn't have been able to look after them properly during my recovery. The cat is shared with my old roommate, so she'll be taking care of her now 💕

Fiona at the airport

Saying goodbye to kitty

Saying goodbye to rattos

Saying goodbye to poutine

It's finally that day, the end to my adventure in Québec. All I want to say is thank you, Québec, for helping me discover myself. It breaks my heart to leave, but it's time for me to move on.

I'll miss the poutine, the accent, and using French, and so much more. I hope to see you again some day 💕

YouTube video by Discovering Fiona Starting A New Chapter With Trans Experience

I've already opened up a little about the changes that are happening in my life right now, but here's a video exploring how my trans journey has helped me deal with all the difficulties I'm facing now! 💕

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