frail

DAY 10:
2/10/26
✔️: Workout DONEEE - im home today bc i had a migraine so this was kinda rough sdfhsd all the moving made me feel all wonky but i did ittt almost half way through the month!

DAY 9:
2/9:26
✔️: Workout COMPLETED - meant to post this last night but i was exhausted (still am) did a short one bc idk why im so tired???? literally couldn't make myself do longer than 15 minutes and then immediately crawled into bed BUT I STILL DID IT

I'M FERAL I NEED THEM

commissioning personal art for the first time in like years is crazy
im so excited djdjdjdjdh
yumeship art is so self indulgent im so giddy NDJDJDH MY GOOBERS

DAY 8:
2/8/26
✔️: Workout COMPLETED - Got to do a morning one today so that was nice sdfjsdf not a fan of always doing nighttime workouts

✨ DAY 7 ✨
2/7/26
✔️: Workout COMPLETED - HOLY SHIT A WEEK
im quite proud to have made it a week AND i went back to 35 minutes tonight so thats a double win
im indeed the bestest boy around yesyes

DAY 6:
2/6/26
✔️: Workout COMPLETED - I planned on doing another workout, but I ran out of time bc stream so I'll try to do later or tomorrow! :D almost a week down!!!

(repost bc it wasn't in the thread UGH)
DAY 5:
2/5/26
✔️: Workout COMPLETED only did 15 again ahhhhh

DAY 4:
2/4/26
✔️: Workout COMPLETED - Did this later than usual so that was rough, only did 15 minutes BUUUUT I wasn't as sore today! gonna try to go back to 35 minutes tomorrow, by next week I wanna try to get up to 45 minutes everyday!

and ik thats not a lot for a year but im kinda proud of

since beginning of last year im down 20lbs
i dont rlly see a difference myself (i cant tell if its a real thing or just like a body dysmorphia thing) but i REALLY want to see a difference this year

i figure i could start sharing what my workout looks like after i finish so this was yesterday
it would be cool to get to a point to do up to an hour+ without wanting to die but today my body doesn't hurt as much as yesterday!

DAY 3:
2/3/26
✔️: Workout COMPLETED - did another 35 minutes holy moly this one kicked my ass it was faster paced and im super sore already sdlkfsdfjsd im sure ill be feeling it tomorrow but we continue!
tomorrow might just do 15 minutes......

IM SO SORE AAAAAAAA

DAY 2:
2/2/26
✔️: Workout COMPLETED - Doubled the time to 35 minutes so this'll be the new daily time boy howdy it was tough
I'm a bit sore from yesterday esp in my arms and a bit in my thighs so we'll see how tomorrow is jsdhksdf

DAY 1:
2/1/26
Starting weight: 202lbs
✔️: Workout COMPLETED - Did 15 minutes today 🐕

ACCOUNTABILITY THREAD WAHOO
My personal fitness challenge for the month and sharing some personal details I usually don't so pls don't judge me I'm very self conscious

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paying bills makes me sad
im just a dog pls stop taking my muny let me buy silly things instead

i don't think ive ever actually processed his passing? idk it hasnt felt real bc i havent been home and i think going home will be great but also hard

just happen to see my contacts when clearing my phone calls list and saw my grandpas number and oof
got me real emotional
i want to text it and say how much i miss him
how im sorry i was across the country and wasnt there to visit more and be there when he passed
say sorry for how i was as a teen

mmmmmm i wanna make this creamy lemon chicken dish i found uuuggghhhhhh

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erm hmmmmn mild relapse thoughts but im sure that's fine we ball anyways good things are happening this week too balance it out

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mood

its fucking weird i get wanting to lose weight but just do it the right way lord help us all

people behind me at work talking and lowkey glorifying eds..... what the fuck is wrong with people????
i was pulling myself out of this funk a bit but this doesnt help

i'm like big time emotionally exhausted from last night

i really miss my cat
nights can still be so hard sometimes
i just lay there and my chest is so empty without her there purring
last night was a hard one but at least i have videos to hear her meow still... but its not the same

there is nothing more sad than watching your follower count drop while live LMAO

seems like a healthy choice idk

new idea: do switch boxing or ride my indoor bike every time i feel sad
or just start channeling all that sad energy into that instead of