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a lot of people (YOU! even) need to get on board with 'this is gross to me, but should not be illegal.' like, very vocally. to people who are pearl clutching about The Children. especially if you're like... a normie non-creator

In Chinese folk culture, when two trees grow together, their branches entwining as one, they are called Lianli Trees (连理树)—symbols of eternal love and unbreakable bond. Also known as Xiangsi Trees (相思树), "couple trees," or "life-and-death trees," they represent not only romantic devotion 1/2

sigh i SUPPOSE nie huaisang can have the fan case filled with eyeshadow and rouge 'ink sticks'

*screams in jgy being very fancy and wearing the most arc-relevant diegetic cosmetics in CQL* (i'd say the most noticeable but holy moly jzx that perfect puffy princess face powder)

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the first cicadas of the year. i know there are several xiyao months all told, but the birdsong and butterflies, lightning bugs and lightly sticky thighs; a lazy song saturated june/july

happy demonic septimagifuckaversary 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗

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i'm so dissociated that i'm outside the timestream almost completely, but in this millisecond i meet you to say happy 7th anniversary and holy heavenly pillar 4ever

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and i mourn, just MOURN, for the internet that was. i knew it was all a long-game trap to invite then twist and delete our consciousness but the years before the poison were such a garden

it's an extremely queer magick! barbelith is long gone, but the archive has some of the Temple threads still:
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gods that was my safe and happy place for a couple of years. i was quiet for the most part, but i was There. it was a nice brisk counter to local magiculture

Repost with which cinematic #witch you resonate with most. #WitchSky #witchmadness

(the extremely friendly kind ofc)

ahhh nice to hear it again. were you ever on the barbelith forum back in the day, friend?

💗💗💗 vibrating off into the past, future, and fourth dimension

tysm, she's a hair better today and she felt it <3

ty friend. i hate that we aren't all living in a commune by now; i'd be happy to cook for you <3

ohhh thank you!!! this is definitely the time for such listenings. and if you ever have the minutes for phonecallings, we should compare notes

and that's what i'm going to be doing until i can do more. i believe it will happen but for now it's just about the next hour.

something is trying to convince us that we are not sacred. the seed of survival is insisting that we are and starting from there. we are not goo for a machine

i might be doing cat hospice and have family in dire health straits and can't move my hands real good so i'm pretty much just hiding re everything else that so many of us saw and called years ago to no avail. i know it's there and always did and have 0 power to do anything that's not cat/me care

has anyone else at chicago-ish latitude been seeing aurora traces for a week?

looking thru binoculars it's been crazymaking bc i need to either focus on stars or those and they're two different ways of seeing that take some effort to shift between

tonight it should be strong, but clouds :/

did anyone else watch bloodline and see a flinty reflection of yunmeng? and another of loki (both lokiae)? (also an unkind one of my family)

having just watched drawn by several of the players i will never get over its unfinishedness *premium cable title sequence music echoes hauntingly* i wont tho

i haven't read a very high percentage of them, bc as someone who is a god of my spiritual/mental orientation pie chart position she pulls my strings so hard it knocks me over, and i was always saving them for the right moment. i guess it's now. let the poetry rip madam ursula

my laptop is only semi-functional and i'm trying to use it to break as many bad habits as i can; i read the word for world is forest night before last and began a reread of left hand of darkness yesterday and am seriously contemplating reading/rereading all of le guin this year

happy blood worm death metal super moon eclipse

miss kitten had a better day. there were hugs, there were purrs! and her breathing was good. every one of those things in a day is precious. grateful for them.

we close our eyes about all that stuff! just pornography liquor and candy please

and where i've been and why i've been so quiet.

if you see this i wish for you that your sweater is warm, your food has savor, and your sitting spot is exactly what you need. and may all our dreams give us beauty, healing and or power

some days are better than others.
tonight her breathing is extra bad and i just wish there were something i could do besides trying to get into our vet again tomorrow. my heart hurts for my little best friend, the god and familiar of the house.
no need to answer this, either, it's just where we are

am trying to suppress grief and dread with matteroffactness about the things i can and need to do, for her and for us.
i am not having the best body winter, either, it's 57 and cigarette smoky in here nearly all the time. my bones are also struggling.
we're holding fast to the joy we can find, but

one of the things occupying a lot of our time and energy is that puddin is a renal patient with arthritis at 16 and she's been having a really hard time this winter. getting up, walking, and now sometimes breathing are a struggle, and meds only do so much. i know what's ahead and

there will be a lush couch awaiting! and we can eat osmanthus things and talk shit under an awning in the snow