Hyde (Hydro) ❤️

you're supposed to remove that? 🫣

I've yet to listen to it in full but am excited 🥰 Are you going to see her live?

last of all, i wish didn't overthink like i do. i wish i wasn't always on the search for meaning, but i've found myself in a few situations that i can't really talk about over the years, that have lead me here. just finding my way out of the hole.

it would mean a lot if i could get some interaction from people i know on this post, just to let me know you've read it, and that people still care.

feel like i'm just rambling. i might delete all this later, but i might not.

if we were ever friends, or even close to it (and if you've read this far 💀) then you've probably been on my mind a lot over the past couple years. i've just grown scared of most things and most people. but i am getting better. and I hope I have a second chance with you someday.

i've been surrounded by people and things that are just used to destroying themselves, some of which know they're doing it, but don't know how to stop... i can't live life whilst making that my problem, or my motivation.

the world and most people/things in it are well on their way to destroying themselves, but in knowing that i can't stop that, i can be around it without letting it affect me. i can still enjoy my life. i can enjoy people.

this mostly means putting efforts towards using my life experience to spread good and help people, whilst learning to realise that not everyone can be helped. learning to realise that that doesn't have to affect me.

i want to get back on socia media and involved in the fandom again soon, i think therapy is helping me to learn how to use it like an adult, and how express myself and approach my sexuality/place in the fandom like an adult 🧵