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that ch4n guy is weird as fuck for feeding into parasocialism and literally flirting with fans

my meds have been giving me headaches bc i have to drink even more when i’m on them uauauauauaaaa

i’m fine with my dx but it’s just like. all these systems aren’t made for me. the world is 10x harder and people barely understand me and how i experience things

it’s so tiring. i just wish i wasn’t so sensitive to noise, that’s all

like i wouldn’t have felt like i was an alien trying to fit with everyone else my entire childhood. i wouldn’t have problems with all these dogshit systems. i still would’ve been in the highest 3d without having to work my way up again

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i keep thinking about the life i could’ve been living if i didn’t have 4udhd

music is subjective i know i knowwww but most of their songs are just…. not that good. their new song is just gn4rly 2.0

i do feel for the girls since they get treated pretty bad, but the company NEEDS to pr train them. it’s only going to get worse for them if they don’t

k4tsy3s music feels like an actual experiment to me. they use gen41 in mvs and nobody cares?? it just feels like the company is trying to see how far they can push it

also idk if i will ever share my dx on main. or if i even want to actually

i just feel so tired and dizzy these days

i love meeting new people but i just try to avoid it when i’m on meds. my brain just forgets all the social rules i’ve had to learn myself, which makes me come across as a selfish person because i relate to others by sharing my own experiences :/

i just feel so socially awkward when i take my meds. meeting new people is so fucking embarrassing. i just can’t think of anything because my brain is in this state of trying to find something to focus on

i’m also back to hating how i feel on medication. it’s just a phase 🧘‍♀️ and i have to remember that 🧘‍♀️

9 days later and i still feel like shit

LMFAOOO

people r mourning u on the tl while ur busy going on vrch8t adventures 😭😭

LMFAOO it’s all his fault basically

now why the hell would they do that 😭

moot reacted weird to whats happening rn idk what to do

i haven’t been taking them as often these days and i think my body is a bit confused now 😭

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my meds are starting to wear off and i’m just

theyre gonna act like everythings fine tomorrow i’m so fucking tired i dont even have the energy for anything anymore

most dogshit christmas i’ve ever had. people on fucking valorant were nicer to me today

why do people always pull horrible and painful shit in the weeks that i don’t have therapy

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i was Late and now i got a shit birthdate

i hate my birthdate so bad. like christmas? are we fucking serious

i wanna have both accs on priv So bad..

reposts i can live with if it doesn’t come. like sure it’s kinda hard to see my moots when multiple people spam repost at the same time,, but i can mute them for 5 mins and unmute them after bc i still like seeing their interests 🦦

just give me privacy </3

i need the option to mute the reposts of people i follow and priv accs to come asapp 😭😭

go get some….

it’s like a domino effect 😭