shh i’m undercover

disclaimer: she wasn't being mean and i thought it was funny

told my coworker bestie about how my therapist said i should do therapy for insomnia and she said "omg avis u have so many problems" LMFAO

it just sucks that like softblocking isn’t a thing bc they still follow me WAH whatever the internet isn’t real

unfollowed a moot whose posts made me feel… sad, i guess? but why do i feel like i’m going to hell for it LOL

i’m undiagnosing myself, i’m fine.

someone is infiltrating the yearning… guards, find whoever did it!

been so happy that i keep forgetting about this account things have been very nice :’)

very proud of you!

i was at a school earlier this morning already and i had them all laughing so maybe they aren’t too bad

i hate arriving to high schools (i visit them for work) when school is starting bc they’re all frantically running in from the parking lot and i feel like they’re gonna push me over and spit on me

someone ran into my car in the middle of the night 😭 and left a note with their info (which was nice of them) but i’m stressed this is a state vehicle WAH

god speed

aw kalu i’m so proud of you! good luck! you’ll do wonderful

i love u

on monday at lunch my boss said i’m the employee she forgets about the most and i’ve been overthinking that ever since 👁️👁️ i always feel forgettable so that didn’t feel nice to hear lmao it’s also a crazy thing to share as a boss but whatever she tried to justify it after but i was already like aw :(

anyway gonna try to sleep more before my alarm goes off and if i can’t i might just get up and go get a bagel whatever bye !

i’m back to complain about whatever part of your brain makes you sleep

i spend 3 nights on a couch at my friends and slept wonderful then i go home to my own bed and have the worst sleep of my life

right before a LONG day of travel, physical labor, and socialization

what the heck!

anyway back to it i guess???? bc i still have so much i need to do? i’ll be back later this week or something bye

running on fumes! wanted to play silksong tonight bc it’s my only chance until wednesday and instead i’ve been schedule sending emails for the past 2 hours genuinely pls someone put me out of my misery

i hate not being able to sleep when i want to !!!!!!!!

no but actually i am SO EXCITED for this weekend avis v happy

next week is ALSO very exciting too i love having things to look forward too yippie!

I WILL HAVE ANOTHER GOOD WEEK

anyway i had a nice week

some avis w’s
- had fun in silksong, beat some bosses, got better at parkour
- got my anime rave fit secured for next weekend
- cleaned my apartment
- got lots of matchas, had a bagel today
- got approved to be paid overtime
- acquired annihilaphe
- caught up on sleep

i was feelin great and then i journaled and it made me sad what the heck !! what a rip off

THE WHOLE TOWN CHEERED

watching fireworks from my apartment (it’s homecoming weekend) aw fun

AND i started out by saying “do u know the difference i can explain!” and she was like “no” and then said that 😭😭😭 students are silly

i was explaining the difference between our pre-dental and dental hygiene programs to a student and she was like “i know that already” very sassy like 😭 the way i stopped talking and just stared LOL

i think i get hung up on the bad days too often gonna try to post some avis w’s more

to start: getting a matcha rn!

i was getting ready this morning and was like “hey! i had a really good week!” so that was nice :’)