lady protector | 7.4 spoilers

having fun experimenting with post-editing, wanted to go for a vintage feeling

i cant even begin to summarize everything that happens but it does start with oranje incidentally adopting a kid. ofc i dont know the why yet but one of my first ideas was she gets involved with a woman who has a one-side crush but dies before admitting it, leaving her kid all alone

honestly family au is a special sort of insanity for me to think about. like youd just think its "oh everyone retires and gets to settle down in cozy domesticity" but that cant be farther from the truth. normal is not an option!!!

more harrowing than msq could ever dream of. because the entire time he had been robbed of that future without ever being aware (tldr shb fcked his body up in a way that made carrying a pregnancy lethal)

he spent so much of his life destroying himself under the belief he'd never live long enough to marry so in nebulous family au in the future he becomes enamored that he actually has a chance to have a "normal" life. but ofc "normal" isnt an option for him and leads him on an adventure-

#bbanswers bonana wont let himself think about it bc the idea is so scary and unpredictable and hes only barely begun to live for himself how could he try to be responsible for a brand new life and spend the rest of his raising it....however, the idea of cute little baby does eventually win over

me when xiv boss does two mechanics independantly then combines them and expects me to figure out the safe spot in 2 seconds

i hate this genie so fucking much

which btw the 1 year anni of quitting is coming up and looking back its just crazy remembering the shit i put up with for that long. dont ever work a night shift guys. ESPECIALLY dont work at a casino. the insurance isnt worth it

trying to pace myself with gposes and not go *too* crazy in case something comes up that influences them. but also im absolutely going to try making up for last year flopping bc i had *just* left a shitty job that sucked all the joy and whimsy outta me

Upon asking me about my OC, several cutscenes will play in sequence. It is recommended that you set aside sufficient time to view these scenes in their entirety.

his ass would not do that...but it is cute...

ares brought a "we should stop creating and destroying creatures for the sake of achieving perfection" to the convocation meeting table the others didnt like

#bbanswers ares didnt have one. they were content living their life as it was. but after joining the convocation, over time they desired to change the minds of their peers on their methods of "bettering the star" that posited the ancients above everything else

this is now a tangent but genuinely it was enlightening for me to realize my need to justify everything i do (or dont do) in my head is just ocd thought patterns. like it doesnt stop them but it is nice to be able to go "oh im in the loop again" and try to move on

idk i just keep feeling the need to say sorry for not engaging with things but then i remember thats literally The Compulsion trying to take the wheel and i dont owe explaining anything to anyone, this is a fucking ffxiv account. we post gay lalas here

everyone shut up for like a week and think what if the world was made of pudding

you Have to care about this 💣 you Have to care about this issue 💣 or youre a heartless fascist 💣 you have to read this callout NOW 💣 you Have to block the person responsible or everyone will hate you too 💣 you can take a break for your mental health 💣 but you will be judged silently 💣

i dont have anything to say abt recent events (not a vague, theres literally just so much going on) except that i think social media activism is a fucking minefield when you suffer from ocd thought spirals

#bbanswers bonana doesnt have one specifically but he tends to gravitate towards places that are isolated, high up, out in nature or near water, anywhere thats good to stop and listen for a while. currently he favors the beach next to the cabins in tuliyollal

A woman with blonde hair kneels with her back to the statue of the goddess of war, Halone. A spear of ice has pierced through the woman's chest, though the viewer does not know if she has plunged it in herself or is holding it in place. Her expression is one of both pain and grief.

there's hope in the air, there's hope in the water
but no hope for me, your last serving daughter

— #ocOphelia

opens my mouth and starts braying like a dog

#loreposts baring my soul just a little but. i do that
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my unbiased opinion. it is very cool and fun taking serious gposes with a lalafell. load that shit up with symbolism. live out your middle school edgelord dreams with a gnome

im in the damn KITCHEN and you all arent going to get to see for like a month. wah

messy

Also im using this as a thread to throw down my middle eastern inspired mashups

(also middle east, MENA, SWANA, whatever u use most people are familiar w middle east)

i love when gposings got me like

something i wanna note.

blocking doesn't unfollow someone. if you block someone before you unfollow them, you'll still be "following" them while having them blocked. you have to unfollow, and then block. same can be said in reverse (blocking a follower does not force them to unfollow you).

i didnt realize how much i missed afking in sharlayan. gentle guitar tunes save me