MiKi✨🎀

siiiis latasin tinderin ekaa kertaa kevään jälkeen ja i have just one question
MITÄ VITTUA

i bought chilean chardonnay to channel my inner belinda blumenthal.
turns out i’m no ms blumenthal and chilean chardonnay sucks.

i hate it when i don’t know if im truly at the rock bottom or if its just withdrawals and the fact im hyper fixating on a person A G A I N

fashion week seasons are always one of my favorite times of the year. tho there’s one thing that can make it even better and it’s every time this man is a part of it.
he has no right to be this fucking beautiful and then comes polina walking the runway after him and being perfect i wanna dieeee

life is worth living again!! or at least a little more bearable

oh yeah and btw i fell back into addiction lol and i’m currently going through withdrawals again. so far it’s been manageable and i hope it’s not gonna get much worse. at least it didn’t take me a year to quit this time so i think i’ll be fine soon enough.

also yeah i haven’t been on any dates or in the apps in a good while so no horny bluesky updates, sorry

nothing, i repeat NOTHING can silence us and we’re gonna be here until palestine is free FROM THE RIVER TO THE SEA!!🔻

there was only so much i could do to stop myself from crying when dozens of protesters joined us and without any plans to do so we cut off the center of one of the biggest cities in the country.

i’ve been going to pro-palestine demonstrations for two years now but something changed inside me when i stopped a whole ass bus in the city center as a part of a protest last week. just me and a few other people standing there and stopping the traffic.

it’s been like a month or so since my satisfyer died and i low key teared up when i tried to charge it for the first time in weeks and this time it actually started charging 😭🙌 i don’t know how it happened but ITS CHARGING AGAIN!!!!

someone was there to shoot a video for youtube and they interviewed the police and me and probably some other people. i wasn’t expecting it so i was super awkward but at least i mentioned the flotillas getting surrounded and people (including some finns) being kidnapped by israel.
FREE PALESTINE!!

there were at least six police cars around the protest but there might’ve been even more idk. for an hour they just sat in their cars and did nothing. the driver of the bus shown in the video showed the flag of israel on his phone.

FREE FREE PALESTINE!!
VAPAA VAPAA PALESTIINA!!

i rewarded myself by making cauliflower wings and opening a beer!!

there was so many people like a lot more than usually and we stayed there for a little over two hours. i’m so proud of us all and of everyone who keeps protesting against the genocide!!
FROM THE RIVER TO THE SEA!! PALESTINE WILL BE FREE!!
FROM THE SEA TO THE RIVER!! PALESTINE WILL LIVE FOREVER!!

today’s palestine protest was AMAZING!!!! we blocked the tampere city center (that wasn’t planned and at first there was just the palestinian man who started it, me and like three other people on the road) and we blocked the road for an hour!!

i think i might be falling back into addiction and i really need to do something about now while i still can

we both make art and fake nails, she has the same haircut i had for years, we’re both into bdsm and both have substance abuse issues. just to name a few things but there’s so many more!!

also there’s so many similarities between us that i’m pretty sure we were supposed to be one person but who ever makes humans had a mishap and we ended up being two people. like super weird things like both of us got to catering school but didn’t go and studied audio visual communication instead!!

i recently got to know my downstairs neighbor and her (now ex)bf and i think i might love her!! she’s super sweet and nice!! she’s an addict and has had a super hard life but she’s still so kind and sweet and funny!!

the sluttiest thing i’ve done in a month was flirting on a video call with the low key situationship and him talking about spanking me while his sister (who’s a good friend of mine btw) is sitting right next to him so you know… that happened 😂

altho i feel the need to point out it’s been a month since i last had sex so there’s that 😅 i did see one low key situationship but we were at a friend’s place so we only made out a little and actually slept as in having dreams and snoring and shit

just googled the average number of sexual partners people have during their lifetime and found out i’m way sluttier than i thought!! i mean i always knew i’m a little slutty but SERIOUSLY!? i mean that’s quite a bit less partners than i’ve had this year alone.
oh well, i love the slutty life!!

my ipads charging port is broken and i wanna die

last night ursus factory released a new song and tonight tommy cash is releasing a new song. what a week to be depressed af!!

i just watched “the magnificent cat is depressed again today” and “with you and the rain” and now i need cozy anime suggestions (or benzos tbh)

mää atm ku oon maannu sunnuntaista asti peiton alla ja aion maata tääl viä monta päivää: bileet eilen, bileet tänään ja bileet huomen

not talking about anyone in particular but thank god he’s still very hot and i really should text him rn

isn’t it heartbreaking when men cut their long hair? every time that happens an angel loses its wings