@slopholeanalytics.bsky.social
i cry a lot
50 months sober and still fucking struggle. pathetic.
25.02.2026 05:39 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0i keep losing people. want to start drinking again. at least it felt like a friend.
25.02.2026 00:29 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0Lonely.
12.01.2026 18:23 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 04 years sober yesterday. Who fucking cares. Everything is bad.
27.12.2025 17:08 — 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0There is a societal expectation to lie and to fake everything, and if you don't play this game you become a target.
11.12.2025 16:59 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0Sober 1430 days today or 3y 11m. I try not to bother anyone about it, but im still proud of myself, and still embarrassed that im like this, and still fragile, and becoming more alone and isolated and jaded all the time. Good job, idiot.
26.11.2025 04:35 — 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0Wonder if this place has any sober people. I would like to go like their posts. This shit is hard.
15.11.2025 01:22 — 👍 4 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0Im almost 4 years sober but barely hanging on to it by a thread. I need help. There's too much wrong. Everyone abandons me.
14.11.2025 23:34 — 👍 4 🔁 0 💬 2 📌 0Feeling the sum pain of all my past rejections today.
06.11.2025 13:05 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0Lonely.
03.11.2025 03:47 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0Everyone is so fucking mean. I hate it here. Want to start drinking again.
21.10.2025 17:26 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0I hope someone thinks about me when im gone.
14.10.2025 01:22 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0