Baseball 🐌💯 and baslig 🐎

I’m mostly known for liking pop music, so this may come as a surprise, but- I’ve been really into this band called Burn the Ballroom recently. I’m a big fan of the theatrical feel of their music! Reminds me of my favorite Broadway musicals 💯

Yeah.

Ooooookay! 😅

😳 Okay! I am!

(Yes. -🖊️)

It was so nice to have a party like that again, we’ve been so busy with the society that stuff like that feels rare now.

My thanks to everyone who attended (or helped) with it!

I’d love to have you and Cabby over sometime!

Joy is never out of season! 🤣🎄

Sorry if I accidentally disappeared from the party later on! Baseling was getting pretty tired so I took him back to the cabin to get some rest. And the next thing I knew, I’d flopped down on the couch and slept for 12 hours. 😅😂 Sounds like it went well though!

It was good. Being in the cabin means that I don’t get to see as many people on a regular basis- so it was nice to mingle and catch up!

Party should be starting up real soon, so… come on down! We have costumes and decor and so much more!

This Halloween is shaping up to be great!

I'm grateful for my friends

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And about how she already has? You know what you told me about the unpredictable? How you just can't repeat those patterns? I think you made her reflect and realize that for herself.

Oh, sorry if I was missing the point here. I was just saying that reconnecting could help heal that whole thing for both of you. You know, seeing her thought process in growing from her mistakes. I don't know, I might not be making any sense here. 😅

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It'll take time. But I know that Cabby is just as willing to learn from you as you are from her- in fact, I think she already has.

And in the process of that, we made new memories. New memories won't erase the old ones, but they can put them in a different perspective. He was made to be manipulative, but ended up becoming one of the most authentic people I know because of how the consequences of those experiences affected him.

I get it- after I saw how Balloon was acting towards his teammates in Season 1, I didn't want anything to do with him, even if he had changed. It took time for all of us to really heal from that and see him for who he is.

I would love that for you two! I feel like both of you could learn a lot from each other.

Before the Halloween party, I'll be cozy in bed reading some Clyde Bark! I really only read his books seasonally because he's one of my favorite horror authors- as you all know, horror isn't really my main genre 🤣

Happy Halloween, everyone! Our yearly Halloween party starts at 6 tonight. Hope to see you all there!

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Happy Halloween everybody!

Happy Halloween!

Watch out for Nickel.

It felt really good to get that off my "chest" last night. Even if I'm basically haunted for the rest of my life, it doesn't mean I can't live it to its potential! 🤣 Every day is a new step!

Thanks, Test Tube. 😅 I hope it is!

No matter how much better I'm doing now, I still feel like that black paint is seeping into my stitches. Maybe it's a feeling that will always be there.

It's easy to just footwave it and say that the past is the past, but you can't deny that it permeates throughout every aspect of their lives. Of my life. It's not just another problem that I can ignore. I can't ignore the fact that I stood there and watched as my teammates were sinking.

There's so much more that I want to do, so much that I could've and should've done. Even if I've helped people and made amends, it doesn't erase the mess I created. Nothing will. I don't want to forget it- it only drives me to do better. But better isn't good. Better is what I should've been.