Renzik

Ok

Maybe I do actually love them and my brain is still getting controlled by my ex void

Ok

I need to be nicer
I'm just a dick

I feel comfortable with being trying to be a better partner to penny

I'm sorry to how I acted
Genuinely

@pennyfan.bsky.social I'm sorry if this made you feel down I'll try to be better

You know what maybe not
Because now people on my bus think we're great couple even though I just said I was dating a boy
So I need to set that example

Idk I'm scared they'll get mad and depressed

Im tired of being with penny imo I literally lost discord

Found a uhhh I don't wanna say the name

But what if I want someone else

Oh.
Ig but also just like I don't really talk to me since they kinda freakier then me so yeah....

Welp just realized he only did that to be friendly
Welp guess I'll die alone gng 💔

First full week of school
Hopefully I can write a love letter to the kid in my writing class

Well there's always a chance for BBC..?

Aight just was saying because yk how the yonkagor fandom is

Penny not really giving me attention as much as I want him to

Didn't expect it to be a Tennessee boy but I'm not complaining the more the country music state more bigger size of the p3n1s

Maybe because they let me sit with them at lunch and they wanted to try an uncrustable that I had for lunch that day
Maybe that is a real man someone that actually cares and doesn't bully anyone

So in my writing period some black kid idk if they were joking their friend wanted me to go to the bathroom with their friend (I'm talking about the black kid btw) I know it was a joke but is there a sign that he likes me

Well can I give them a love letter?

Yk what maybe
Some black kid in my writing class might be joking they're simping for me but I lowkey want them so baddddd~

I mean they can be horny but just not like a lot

Penny is just way too horny for me
I want a man that actually likes me for me and doesn't wanna just go too far....

If I left penny... would that be neglecting them....

It's fine ig....

I wanna say so much mean stuff about Penny but I feel like that his fans will threaten me with death threats and shit so that's probably why I'm in a shitty relationship and want to move on without them knowing

Welp ig it's time to start moping because I can't leave the relationship I put myself in and they don't give me attention

Guess I will