rye ⚡️

it feels different now sharing about you to others. i feel comfortable sharing my feelings.

i miss you, still.

there must have been some kind of good luck yesterday

God knows. God knows when the time is right. It’s just a matter of patience. And my heart is well without guilt, without regret.

And I don’t want them to be dispelled just yet. I want to sit with it and keep it until I can make sense of it.

I have a lot of things to say, but I can’t articulate it well. My mind is a mess, and I’m thinking of finishing up work anyway.

However, if I think about work for the rest of the day, chances are the steam of these simmering thoughts would just float away and dispel.

i actually forgot what this is about… and what i was supposed to talk to him about. idk how many times i’m really gonna let go 😆

if it comes, it comes~ i can’t let myself care too much anymore.

we’re not kids anymore so i can say some stuff straight up…

but it’s not the right time.
we need to be patient with this.

to choose someone over, and over, and over, even after everything… it’s probably a dumb move. but if it’s that person, i wouldn’t mind.

and you know what you’ve decided.
you decided to choose him again.

not today
not next week
not in the end of the month

there will be a time when it will come together. there’ll be a time you’ll be able to say it.

just be patient, bc you know it’s not gonna end too well for you.

the only way i can get out of being hyperfixated by another fictional character is to overanalyze their character and give them the angst of a lifetime

get yourself ready matsukawa issei

i need to finish this manga i'm currently reading first, just so i can know how to end it...

i have this age gap arranged marriage fic idea in mind, but i'm not entirely sure if i can pull it off...

plan cancelled, i have work on the weekend HAYYYY

i really just read anything as long as it’s angsty~
but those types of stories can only be read if you’re of rational mind.

wondering if i should watch PoA on 17th~
it’s gonna be my first time if ever to watch the movie after falling in love with Remus 😭 i miss him.

what a very productive weekend.
from attending a cse, to claiming the cbtl bag, to redeeming concert tickets, to brainstorming at least 3k words for HIA.

i really hope that this energy will last me until the end of the month. or the end of the year.

the way i've been typing up almost 5k words just for an outline/scene brainstorming for this shiny new idea~

he doesn’t need me, not in the slightest. but if just wants to talk, then i’ll be here. no matter what. that’ll prolly be the last time i’m sending a message without a reply. if he doesn’t respond, I won’t be pushing it.

it’s kinda like a goodbye too, i don’t know. it feels that way.

Suwabe Junichi rly became one of my fave ojii-sans. I’ve been in this with him for almost 2 years now~

every author when someone leaves kudos on their fic

my husband

just finished this fic and the payoff is so good. draco deserves all the good in the world after all of the insane things he’s been through in the first life. even with that, he still has love in his heart. all for hermione 😭

i love the way my heart hurts like this~

crying session so good, i never want this fic to end 😭😭😭

cr: i will make you proud by wheredoesshego

okay kpop demon hunters is the best thing that happened in June

A drawing of Sukea's (Kakashi) side profile

#panpiiart

june really is something. it’s never failed—not even once in my adult life—to make me cry. be it an external factor, or just a change that overwhelms the heck out of me.

june is never kind to me, and i just want it to end.