Malphas (Cowboy Fallen Angel VTuber)

Happy birthday!

Once I get my updated schedule and everything, I'll tell yall how the plan for streaming is going to change. Until then I'll probably stream tomorrow night and talk a little about it.

So I talked to a couple of managers of the department Im trying to transfer to and they seemed pretty enthused about me potentially going over to them. They even offered me specific days of the week off and the process isn't done yet. I think its safe to assume the transfer's gonna happen.

Ah the age old problem I've discovered I'm suffering from:
>Introverted af
>Craves human interaction

Emperors Children are hard af to paint, lol, at least if you follow what the Codex says.

Vine coming back was not on my 2025 Bingo card

To all my VTuber friends:
First: Howdy
Second: I think I might need to focus more on building a community better because Ill admit I think Ive been doing a poor job at it. Yall have any advice?

Im trying not to be a downer lately, Im just letting the stress get to me. I really shouldn't.

Howdy y'all. I know I saw I'd stream again today, but I'm still dealing with some things. But I'll go ahead and get this out of the way: even though I'm trying to switch to an overnight department, it shouldn't affect my streaming that much. I'll probably just stream a little earlier in the day.

Good morning!

I wish it was easier to talk about how you've been feeling.

I at least got the process started to transfer departments. I guess we're gonna see how that goes.

Oof. I gotta deal with insecurities, work, and trying to switch departments today. Im nervous.

Well I guess its a good thing I didn't stream because my wifi has all of a sudden decided to impress me by somehow rapidly going down and coming back over the course of 3 minutes.

I just realized I feel like I only ever post about streaming. Thats boring af. Instead, LOOK AT MY SONS! I got the 2 Dark Disciples for my Dark Apostle done today.

Ill probably be back to streaming Thursday. Still working things out at work.

Good luck Lanora. Have fun!

Well its the first snowfall of the season outside. Time for my yearly "This is bullshit, I hate snow" post.

Sorry for canceling last night. Fighting the inside voices that tell me I'm worthless even though I know I'm not. I'll be back in a few days.

No stream tonight. I'm having oneof those depresso nights where I feel like Ill never accomplish my goals in life.

Oof. Its gonna be a frustrating process.

I think it helped that I told them that when I go shopping I absolutely prefer to be left alone to browse, which the store manager seemed confused by. Overall though management was mostly chill. I dont think most of them were happy to be there most of the time either, lol.

Used to work at a shoe store and the policy was employees had to look approachable (meaning look happy) and had to ask everyone if they needed help. Hated that job. I never looked happy to be there. They tried to convince me to get with the program, but they gave up after a while and let me be.

There might not be a stream tonight either Malphites. Im dealing with some work related stuff and might be switching departments soon. Ill keep yall informed on details how that will effect streams if the switch is made.

I had a dream one of my VTuber friends called me and we just had a nice, pleasant chat. Nice dream honestly.

Yeah im gonna have to cancel stream tonight. Still stuffed up and its uncomfortable to talk.

Since I mentioned it on stream yesterday. At the 1000 twitch follower goal, I'll be doing a grueling 'First to 100' fighting game marathon with @lightningrook.bsky.social
With guest callers and all!

Look forward to that~

I think im coming down with something. My sinuses feel like theyre stuffy, im getting a headache, and I feel exhausted.

Ooo aah so eepy