Noite

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Plural stuff:

"got to be drunk e beber um bando de energetico ontem e ainda tive a cara de pau de sair cedinho pra andar hj 😎"

"it sounds a little less cool when u know the one who drank it is not the one who wakes in the morning -.-"

Aqui eh smp
1: dor de cabeça para
2: barreiras dissociativas ficam menores agnt fica mais fluida e troca mais
3: começamos a alucinar um monte ><

então o ideal pra gnt eh parar no 2 mas ate q aprendemos a lidar bem cm 3 até ^^"

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only horrible things n I feel stupid for expecting anything different

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When we were in the edges of falling into flashback our therapist pushed us to make us go through it..
we talked abt it afterwards but it's rlly hard to trust him again :/

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Ouch ><

I was frustrated cause I don't understand monogamous ppl

"..but it's the most common why don't u get it?"

by impulse I said

"..maybe cause my reference of relationship was my parents n my dad was also with me n other ppl"

just punched myself in the face with that thought ><

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Postei bêbada e agr relendo nem sei doq eu tava falando ou se tava falando d algo pra início d cv ><

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Me deixa mto confusa sabe? Eu q n sei por isso confusa ne? N era retorico. Pior q qnd vc n responde me deixa mto confusa sabe? Sabe?! Eu n sei!! Me conta !!!
Eu n sei n to entendendo !!!!!

a pixel art drawing of a girl dancing in front of a computer monitor that says ' mystic ' ALT: a pixel art drawing of a girl dancing in front of a computer monitor that says ' mystic '

Dancei um monte ><

Nunca suei tanto ainda mantendo alguma peça de roupa

Some rlly confusing days lately ><

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Vlw \o/

Got it o/

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Graduation day ><

We said in the start that the goal was to find interesting n cool ppl to connect with

Happy to see all my found family will be there

We'll party after the ceremony \o/

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It's rlly hard to reclaim trauma spaces in a healthy manner ><

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having like 3 dissociative dreams n reality going in parallel every time we sleep

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From breakdown to breakdown slowly ticking stuff out of my to do list

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agr passou um pouco já conseguimos estabilizar e colocar em palavras

obrigada por estender a mão ><

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doing smth for myself feels outrageous selfish disgusting.. prohibited.

I hate how much we r still trying to break out of those chains

my therapist completely avoids dealing with the fact we r plural n we nvr got real support with a doctor

best we have is talking to each other n sometimes asking help from the community ><

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Sometimes u start the day full of good intentions n the universe seems to hate u

we r coming from a place of having a lot going on in childhood

It's hard even to blv it but it did happen
we feel the need to talk with others with similar exp to feel real abt our own stuff

acknowledge this exp while talking abt urs would make us feel less alienated ^^

The matter asks for overthinking
It's a sensitive topic n calling a exp ordinary does mean calling a diff one extraordinary. It's a very valid concern ^^

based on how much ur worrying abt it tho makes me feel like it will be a transparent topic in ur writing n u can bring it up n iron it out
...

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Pra coleção de nostalgia distópica --"
Descobri agr vendo a segunda temp d entrevista cm vampiro.. mto ódio

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even tho we r in a good place my boring days r still filled with at least 37 highs n lows

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been out of social media for a while..
glad that some of u checked on us

we r in a good place ^^

thinking abt coming back n sharing art n some positive stuff \o/

thats me ><

We usually go from what's our exp look for similar stuff n get vocabulary to help us understand it

one time we entered wut felt like the headspace of another subsys

Nvr heard of that bfr
eventually got in contact with ppl with similar exp

It helped us understand n feel less confused/alone ^^"

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life has been very inspiring lately