arloste

I know this is a dump at the most random time ever. But I will leave this here. I am happy now, I am beyond happy. I had finally met friends whom I can confide myself towards without feeling so defensive about my feelings. I am very troublesome so I am glad ya’ll put up with me. 😌

27.10.2024 09:53 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I chose to stop those words. I reserved them so carefully that 6 years later I can finally say those words. As I read more of my past I could only feel pain for myself and the person I had dumped my own trauma on. I’m sorry… even if this is harsh to say I know we both used each other. 3/?

27.10.2024 09:49 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

As I recalled these memories I felt so out of place of my own self. I noticed that I had changed. But is it for better or worse? I lost “I love you” so was losing my sense of love worth the effort I tried to have for someone else? As I write this now I am here in the present with my decision. 2/?

27.10.2024 09:46 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

I had a interesting conversation that had to remind me of my past 6 to 7 years and how I’ve changed myself from “I love you” to I hate these words. Sometimes I feel extremely hopeless especially since I have a chronic illness that consistently bothers me every day of my life. 1/?

27.10.2024 09:44 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Hey! I am that Arloste. Just a very silly type of otaku vtuber my usual times to stream are 10 pm EST. I like to stream a variety of games but I really enjoy MMOs a lot.

twitch.tv/arloste

19.10.2024 06:26 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0