timmy ♥

always terrified of getting it cut bc im scared it'll make my face look huge 💔 but it's so unkempt rn

gonna get a haircut tomorrow.. so scared it'll look bad but it literally looks bad now so

they shouldn't be allowed out until i get a haircut and lose 10kg

and my crush just texted me what is happening

OH NO one of them is a guy that ignored me on grindr twice 😭

i feel like eating always makes hunger worse

@ me

why is there so many hot men at the gym today 💔 go home i look like shit rn

im too submissive for all these jobs

it's so unfair that u burn less when u weigh less like good job now u have to work even harder

oh okay NOW i can cry. when im at work

somehow lost weight ✌️

only thing stopping my slicing up my arms rn is that i want to see a fwb next week and need to act normal or he will leave me

if i gain too much weight im killing myself slash gen
i cannot fucking redo last year .

i want a boyfriend :( but i am so gross

ive been trying but nothing makes me hyped or happy lol

i actually don't know how it's physically possible that i haven't gained weight but i need to take it as a win and not ruin shit

does anyone have tips for getting back into honeymoon phase im failing at life rn #edbsky

march is a new month everything will be fine in march right

haven't lost any weight but at least i haven't gained .. unless i gain this time.. playing with fire ..

also i massively b/p'd again today fucking 11 binges this month someone kill me

i have such an unhealthy attachment to my doctors i wish i could talk to them every day and also curl up in their laps to sleep

maybe ill just accept that my appetite has increased and eat more for awhile to try build some muscle

i say this but i will most likely eat 1800cals for 1 day then have a breakdown about it and start trying to eat net negative cals again

i should maybe get a smaller bar idk if i can afford it rn tho agh

my tongue piercing is starting to fuck up my gums it kinda feels good tho

i love taking medication but it's getting a bit ridiculous i only have mild health problems why am i taking so many pills

I really hate when my brain is in other places while my body is not

ive been trying to keep track of daily things w different symbols for each thing on the same calender, the way u did it makes sm more sense lol

forgot if i took my second dose of meds or not

oooo the way u set up the little calenders for the daily goals is so cute