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sometimes i doubt myself like "oh we dont even talk very often. im probably playing some weird self-deception game by pretending im obsessed with him bc i think its healthy for me or something" then he says something to me that completely melts my brain for the rest of the day and im like "oh right"

07.08.2025 05:28 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 5    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

oh i just rediscovered my masochism on this :3

07.08.2025 04:57 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

yever yearn so hard you start crying happy tears?

07.08.2025 04:27 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

there will come a day when i break the illusion and cry and cry and cry. joy and sorrow commingled in such intensity i cant help but break. it will be a good day.

05.08.2025 05:38 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
A bunny and a wiener dog both chase after the same tennis ball, which is being thrown for them (by someone unseen) in an open green field. The dog is currently ahead, but the bunny is catching up!

A bunny and a wiener dog both chase after the same tennis ball, which is being thrown for them (by someone unseen) in an open green field. The dog is currently ahead, but the bunny is catching up!

Daily bunny no.3037 can do anything better than you

05.08.2025 02:57 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1516    ๐Ÿ” 282    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 8    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

one of the sillier parts of plurality is being able to say totally seriously "im pretty sure im the personification of our system's psychosis"

04.08.2025 15:51 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 6    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Bahamut Fayth: You're gay.

Tidus: What are you talking about?

Bahamut Fayth: Everyone in Zanarkand is gay.

Tidus: I literally like women???

Bahamut Fayth: You can like women if you're gay. It's called Bisexuality.

Narrator Tidus: I had forgotten about Bisexuality.

14.12.2024 21:49 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 5630    ๐Ÿ” 1916    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 48    ๐Ÿ“Œ 57

ive only seen it once while peaking on acid and i thought i was in a time loop and was so excited for how deeply intelligent the movie was bc i was inventing entire streams of subtext and connections that werent in the actual film. now im afraid to watch it sober

01.08.2025 05:02 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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chubby bunny boy doodle,,,
(HE/HIM) ๐Ÿณ๏ธโ€โšง๏ธ๐Ÿ‡

01.08.2025 02:04 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2809    ๐Ÿ” 440    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 42    ๐Ÿ“Œ 2
A screengrab of Reddit. The post details someone passing the UKโ€™s age verification screening using an action figure of Gordon from Twin Peaks.

A screengrab of Reddit. The post details someone passing the UKโ€™s age verification screening using an action figure of Gordon from Twin Peaks.

THEY GOT ME DOING THE AGE VERIFICATION COOP, YOU GET ON THE COMPUTER FOR THE ENGLISH LADS SO THEY CAN LOOK AT THE PORNOGRAPHIES

31.07.2025 11:53 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3009    ๐Ÿ” 980    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 13    ๐Ÿ“Œ 14

id say that describes me pretty well as unflattering as it sounds. i still know better than to keep beating a dead horse. after a certain point you recognize that there is no more blood to gain from the stone and are forced to move on

31.07.2025 01:32 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

even with trauma thats a ridic thing to do imo

31.07.2025 01:28 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

i think being less down on people i should be at worst neutral towards would be a healthy shift

31.07.2025 01:02 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

how do i start liking people again

31.07.2025 01:01 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Another wheel has crossed my desk.

#VictoryGundam
#ๆฉŸๅ‹•ๆˆฆๅฃซVใ‚ฌใƒณใƒ€ใƒ 

30.07.2025 16:50 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1092    ๐Ÿ” 500    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 9    ๐Ÿ“Œ 11

I want affection that I don't have to ask for

30.07.2025 17:16 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 5    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

the number of close partners that have come and gone without knowing the identity of my special boy is wild. i know several think they know but theyre wrong :3 nobody knows the person im obsessed with and itll stay that way forever

30.07.2025 05:07 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 5    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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GOLDSHIP BUT BLACK

29.07.2025 02:53 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2193    ๐Ÿ” 678    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 19    ๐Ÿ“Œ 2

the cat is back. looks like it wont be getting away again any time soon.

30.07.2025 02:57 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

the shire was one of the places in the books that explicitly fell to fascism. im just thinking about that in regards to cozy wholesome farming sim type games. surely theres no connection to be made between these things :)

29.07.2025 16:28 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 6    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

im staying out late on a work night to introduce women to cronenberg

29.07.2025 04:52 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 5    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

"im not very good at the old sex"

29.07.2025 04:51 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 5    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Tokai Teio addicted to whippets
hate to see it ๐Ÿ˜ฃ๐Ÿ˜ฃ๐Ÿ˜ฃ๐Ÿ˜ฃ

10.02.2025 18:11 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 65    ๐Ÿ” 21    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Godzilla vs Mechagodzilla (1974)
This movie rules. The fake Godzilla sequence genuinely got me for a bit and was really fun. I liked the funny space ape aliens, especially the part where one of them was half transformed. Good body horror makeup there.

28.07.2025 15:15 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

i hate masturbatory thought loops. yes, brain, we've reached the same conclusion 2000 times now. do we want to run the same simulation again and get upset at the data or can i relax and sleep?

28.07.2025 05:07 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 5    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Well, I'll be damned.

It's royalty free and there's already six, generic manufacturers lined up.

newatlas.com/infectious-d...

27.07.2025 22:39 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 10394    ๐Ÿ” 4814    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 88    ๐Ÿ“Œ 625

Hello cute boys
Everybody else keep scrolling

27.07.2025 22:27 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 408    ๐Ÿ” 16    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 20    ๐Ÿ“Œ 2

i do not share the author's barely disguised fetish but i will defend to the death their right to publish it

26.07.2025 00:24 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 7934    ๐Ÿ” 3558    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 10    ๐Ÿ“Œ 28
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this art of hwi noree is killing me. why does leto look like that?

27.07.2025 05:51 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 5    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

more songs should have lyrics like "but our love cannot be, for i have no dick. im a worm..."

27.07.2025 05:24 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

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