And apparently September is suicide awareness month, how ironic

I wish I could talk with them right now but they're irritated, I'll probably irritate them more. Lord, bakit ako? Bakit ako yung na paparusahan. Please. Ayoko na

"A neediness that no one can satiate" is all I hear from everyone I know. I hate this mental illness I'm so tired I want to just end it all, I really do. I'm so tired of feeling this way. I'll feel this way forever, chasing something I don't know and can't ever get. Please I want to die

Been crying for a while, I'm so tired. I'm so tired of my life and how I feel and who I am. I'm so tired of living I'm so tired I'm so tired I'm so tired I'm so tired

Don't post here. But I'm sad. Really sad. I find rest in them, pahinga ko siya eh, pero it feels like they don't feel solace in me, not like I do with them. I'm so tired, hearing them gives me rest but I don't think it goes both ways. Where in I'd like to hear them, they'd rather be quiet together

Don't post here at all but I feel bad and don't know where else to put it. I'm not hurt, I just feel like I failed. Hays. One thing man, the one fucking thing and I still fucked it up. Castrating myself

It's funny you replied to me a month later babe HFNENCNRN

I'm just following you wherever honestly KFMEME