˗ˏˋ 𝙒𝙮𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙞𝙖’𝙨 𝙆𝙚𝙚𝙥𝙚𝙧 .*｡”

and thankfully there is NO ONE to utilize this exolunar technology

I don’t know? maybe an accident will happen. and then it’ll be worse. or maybe it won’t be worse? imthinkingtoomuchagainouhhhh

I know it’ll happen some day. It has to. But, the idea of knowing that I’ll eventually lose them too is. . . hard.

maybe what I’m trying to say is that I’m not afraid of my own death? that . . . it is the death of those I cherish most which I fear most.

hrrrrrrm.

I . . . know that destruction, no matter what form it takes, is necessary for life to do its own job.

I know that it is part of the cycles and that all things must die as all things must live.

It’s not like I’m afraid of death, per se.

a lot??????

[ pensive look. ]

you get it!

guys I think she hates me

oh. okay bye bye sleep well I guess?????

much to think about.

[ a sigh. ]

I mean. I already know how to miss things that I’ve never had, so the idea of having to miss what I do is. upsetting?

unfair, I guess? but not unfair as in it shouldn’t be this way. but because it’ll hurt to miss something that you had.

it is . . . upsetting. I understand why the cycles are the way they are —— it’s just.

hmm. you’re basically saying that though they may be gone physically, their memories live on through us.

[ bwah —— ]

we can always blame Werner.

then it’s just you.

grow old and outlive everyone you love.

old . . . I think Alma called it an “existential crisis.” The sudden realization that you’ll just.

I mean? I knew that. That they are.

ahem——

mybadmybadimsorryidontknowwherethatcamefrom

shit——

thankyoumeemaw