Wrote a whole scene on Friday. Sat down to write on Saturday, couldn't write a single new word, and haven't since.
Finally feeling better today, actually left the house and that helped too. Still a bit lethargic but fingers crossed for tomorrow.
@emilymalkieri.bsky.social
She/her π³οΈββ§οΈ Connoisseur of reading sapphic romance, inexperienced at writing it. Journaling? This is easier.
Wrote a whole scene on Friday. Sat down to write on Saturday, couldn't write a single new word, and haven't since.
Finally feeling better today, actually left the house and that helped too. Still a bit lethargic but fingers crossed for tomorrow.
Worst thing about having a cold (idk didn't do any tests) is that kinda dull, muffled feeling in your brain. You're just not present enough to do anything creative or pay proper attention to anything fun, so those days waste away, and when you're finally starting to feel better, back to work you go.
30.09.2025 15:07 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0Ugh only just got home and already feeling sick π·
27.09.2025 09:41 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Azula reading the introduction to an old historical account of an eclipse: "It was such in the dawning year of Air that darkness befell our nation and it was rent asunder. All who now live have heard tales of these events and know first-hand what followed, but I have met with a temple servant who has revealed to me the truth of what he witnessed with his own eyes on this, the ninth day in the sign of the Dragon."
What's fanfic for, if not for channelling your inner Herodotus?
24.09.2025 11:14 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Finally watched K-Pop Demon Hunters, really fun magical girl movie with kinda hit-and-miss gags. But I don't understand why all the boy band guys look like lesbians???
I mean, I'm here for it, but it kinda confused me during their first song.
Ahh, feels so good to be publishing a chapter again βΊοΈ
22.09.2025 13:41 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Increasingly frantic git commit messages, including highlights like "It's something", "π", "Woooo let's go", "Bart Simpson blackboard meme: I will respect that this chapter is labeled 'Final Draft' and not edit it futher", and most recently, "AAAAAAaaaaaahhhh"
Programmers: Always write descriptive git commit messages, otherwise they're useless.
Me just committing as a more versioned backup of my scrivener project:
First draft done, and chapter three is longer than chapters one and two combined π But it is done, finally! So happy!
21.09.2025 20:04 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 07k words now and the chapter's not done π« But I'm finally making real progress again.
20.09.2025 19:43 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0400-ish words yesterday, 400-ish words today. It's a streak!
17.09.2025 22:18 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Why not both, like old-timey book titles. "[...] presents: [...], or: The Echo of Culture's Death Rattle"
17.09.2025 22:16 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Lately whenever my email app says βdownloading 1 messageβ, I get super exciting thinking it might be a new chapter notification from any of a dozen fanfics Iβm subscribed to.
It usually isnβt, but it sometimes is, and thatβs how you get addicted.
Turns out press-ons are a fraction of the price in the Netherlands, even at the airport. Why tf are they 4x as expensive in Germany???
15.09.2025 12:38 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Lost a nail at bag inspection. Thought no big deal, Iβve got nail glue with me, Iβll just glue it back on in the waiting area when Iβve got time.
Turns out I lost two more on the way to the airport and didnβt even notice π₯²
Wrote 900 words over the weekend even though I was busy and didn't expect to write any π
Wrote none since even though I had time π
Just deleted 450 π«
Taking two days off and my entire weekend for a distant cousinβs wedding in the beautiful Austrian countryside: awesome, lovely, anytime.
Spending a total of ~6h in the car with my parents for the roundtrip: please just fucking kill me, Iβm gonna need a vacation after this
Large-size BlΓ₯haj lying on my old bed
Iβm tilting its snoot up, exposing its enormous belly where all the stuffing went. Clearly well-fed.
Staying the night at my parentsβ place for a trip and they found me the absolute chunkiest shark π Feast well on my enemies, you beautiful beast π¦π³οΈββ§οΈ
23.08.2025 23:32 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Just read my first m/m fic (because itβs the prologue to a Toga/Uraraka fic π ) and it wasnβt weird? I mean, Iβm a massive Bakugo fan so that might explain it.
21.08.2025 23:59 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Paragraphs of internal over-thinking: frantic klackety-klack keyboard sounds
Back and forth dialogue with just Katara and Azula: sound of flowing rapids
Interaction with a stranger with scene description: tubleweed blowing through an empty town
Turns out I'm a bit awkward at making up streets and shops and writing interactions with no-name one-off characters π«
Also me, last chapter: They're gonna go shopping! π€¦π»ββοΈ
"Slightly saner" is absolutely not the correct or polite way to phrase this, but I was running out of characters and sane's a short word π
"Himiko Toga is a fictional character, what's she gonna do, stab me?"βmy last words, maybe πͺπ
Also pretty cool that bluesky has UI for posting threads
Been reading a lot of Toga/Ochako recently and I think it's been messing with my brain. I don't even like HeroAca π Haven't watched any this decade. But turns out if you just give me cute, unhinged, traumatised vampire gf π§ββοΈπͺ and her equally cute, obsessed, slightly saner superhero gf π©π»βπ, I'll read it
20.08.2025 20:58 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0Sometimes when Iβm feeling a bit down, I re-read my favourite, cutest #sapphic romance scenes. Tonight: Truth and Measure ch. 36, 37βs last scene, 38-40.
I just absolutely adore the whole βLook, Iβm not gay, but I love you?? Romantically. Ikr I donβt get it either but please go out with meβ bit ππ
@woodenpotatoes.bsky.social youtube's filtering comments again π my reply was "yes, on the holiest day of his church, a day after meeting with a fascist". I even spelled that last word creatively, but it filtered it anyway
16.08.2025 19:37 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Kinda cool how my new 6TB external HDD is almost exactly the same size as my 11-year-old 2TB one.
15.08.2025 16:08 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Noooo, what do you mean Love Thy Neighbour ended? Iβm gonna uninstall my manga app π That was the best toxic yuri out there.
14.08.2025 07:56 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Just finished a #pokemonTCGPocket Genetic Apex decklist with a Sea and Sky shiny Nidorino. Wild.
13.08.2025 11:47 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Ugh feels lately like days start at 8PM and then before I know it, itβs turned 10, 11, 2.
11.08.2025 22:58 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0I've got no self-control, so let's go chapter two! ππ₯π§
archiveofourown.org/works/687556...
An hour for three paragraphs π but the scene is done, 3055 words, and three more scenes planned in the chapter.
10.08.2025 17:07 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0