Beke "Nots" Notsalony

Don’t send me an unsolicited picture of your peewee cocktapus unless you want me to…
A: find your mom’s Facebook
B: find a picture she uploaded of you reminiscing about what a nice young man you were
C: badly photoshop that into a locket
D: convince you I’m your daughter.

Happy Father’s Day Daddy.

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Following Orders Ch17 is live

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Mistakes were made Ch3 is live!

yeah 12.7m violations of the DMCA for creating it & the fact that he's now tried to post it to 5-7 sites that we know of... not sure if that's still 12.7m or 63.5-88.9m violations. That's a lot of laws to break, not surprised bsky took his account down.

why do I think this guy's going to find out what Bryan Edwin Smith found out...

-a couple days late- so A03 got scraped, most of my stories got stolen, A03 is working on it, the asshole who stole our works is now spreading the data set far and wide for generative ai training to be a dick.

welp spent the better part of 12 hrs asleep, which is rare for me, woke up groggy, achey, and stuffy. Pretty sure I've caught some sorta upper respitory bug again.

And so it begins.
-barely awake making out meds and starts making sure he's actually taking all his meds-

This day is being weird.

3 weeks out from the aniversery of my dad's death.
4 weeks out from my 40th birthday.
It's so weird living in my 3rd home in my ilfe time, 5 years after my father's death, feeling kinda bleh.
Life is weird.

Would anyone read a story about a trans/nb fem presenting vampire in 1920's prohibition running a speak easy with her
"made man" and policeman boyfriends? I've had this idea in my head for a while since a friend sent me some pics he found online and wondered about writing it.

Someone on tiktok said "dark fantasy is just Dark Hallmark" and that made me giggle.

for anyone wondering about the inconsitencies... I kept forgetting if someone was a werewolf or a human and keep calling them the wrong one every few chapters... and it bugs me. So will probably finish as is and then repost an all in one edited version down the line.

Basically on the grave digger's son, if you know me, you know I used to be able to keep all my stories in my head, then 60-70+ gm seizures in 14 days in 2023 wiped that out. Awesome person just pointed out inconsistences and I'm trying to reconcile a solution.

Posts for fics on A03 in a couple hours, doing final checks, The Grave Digger's son will be next posting date cuz I have to resolve a problem in my head.

New thyroid meds have me feeling chilly for the first time all winter. My personal summer over here all winter long. Glad my doc figured out what was wrong!

So my thyroid is acting up again so my hours are chaotically weird and trying to get anything done in my hecktic mess of a day has been... interesting.

Okay, so everyone knows up front. I do not do April Fools. I will likely be mostly mia and afk today. Because my brain is wired differently and doesn't take April Fools day well.

So, I'll catchya all after this day of foolishness is over. Enjoy if you enjoy. But I'll be over here.

-slowly getting better-

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Is it bad that the first person I thought of was the vice president? store.steampowered.com/app/1302800/...

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The Gravedigger's Son Ch12/15 is now live!

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Following Orders Ch16/29 is live

Friday - decent temp - biked
Saturday - EFFING COLD - biked
Sunday - COLD as balls - staid home
Monday - nice temp - biked
My body is made of pain and barely held togehter by sheer determination.

-gets the cocoa and the affgan ready-

I feel horrid. But I'm still rucking up for dnd.

With mom in the hospital the cats are all cuddling with me trying to figure out why she's not in her bed.

Time for night meds and trying to sleep.

Winter, you're drunk, go home and sleep it off.

Just as the horrors of the Tuskegee experiments erased the black community's trust in the gov, so too will this nightmare leave it's mark on the trans community.