Tired Stephen

I am tempted to make this my new banner but I want Caius in like human form... but look at the smug couple~

#daltongpose #caihen

I just want to give back to the community that legit pulls me through the darkest of times and when I finally think I have a chance something major happens.

If it was minor, I wouldn't complain out loud.

Life... really doesn't want to let up.

I get to look for couples therapy places now... yayyyyyyyyyyy 💀

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Jazi standing in her grandfather's study, posing with an hand by her face as she has an idea!

I been going through to set up my collections and C+ so I took a little snap of the girliepop.

Also idk I'm not helping the self insert-ness but I don't think I'll go back to the darker skin like before the crash. But now I want to resculpt my dreads IRL xD

#daltongpose

Tomorrow I should be on normal schedule and I really should share more about the Daltons. I get shy and then I say NOTHING and then I'm shocked when people don't know them.

I feel like I seen that or a wip of it too~ but yeah make the afro actually good xD

There is like the star puffs but I don't think there are actual afro puffs, that would be dope to see though.

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I'm trying to wake up cause I don't have to do anything at all but hang out and do chores.

Also my feet doing that weird thing when they get too hot and just hurt so I can't sleep anyway.

I feel like this is gonna be... a lot of trouble.

I AM FINALLY UP!

Computer is fucking fixed! I'm so damn happy. I'm still like getting my programs back on but I'll now talk about my plans tomorrow. I'm just... glad to be back xD

It is an i5-7600 and I think I needed at least a 8400?

Is there like a discord spot for like the non-op male bodies? It was a dumb idea to start one cause I'm clearly bias but like it could have a silly name like the No Chop Shop. Cause you no chop the boobs off.

Can I go home yet? I'm about to start rambling.

So I am cursed to be on Windows 10? A fresh install on the new drive has been giving me the error marathon but I can't get 11 cause my new CPU isn't new enough.

I'm very tempted to just save my money and wait to get a pre-built at this point. This is dumb.

I know one time I wasn't paying attention and it didn't even try, it just closed Blender like I was grounded or something LOL

So I did have to replace nearly everything in my computer, I'll have to get RAM sticks later cause they all got nuked so I just got the two new ones.

Windows installed on the broken drive but it didn't delete the old one so uhh about to see how that goes but we are...

My heart LMAO that a lot of triangles

I still remember the call to help out with making more black hairstyles and like most all the main hair makers said it too hard like they couldn't learn. It fucking gross.

and this is not to be like "im a good ally pat me on the back!!!" but rather me being pissed at how shit is. i hate that black creators are the only ones expected to make black mods. i hate that black creatives are forced to make the stuff THEY want to see.

Been told to work Amazon delivery cause it is a good opportunity for you people. Like why does it have to be service type shit? Why something I have to slave away at- oh wait! That the point. 🫠

The bad BIPOC takes remind me of this weekend of the old white lady suggesting I work at the grocery store while I'm waiting in line cause help was slow and I guess I looked very helpless in my pajamas. Then when I told her I like my life insurance job, she tried to pivot she joking... bitch really?

My bestie in Austria, I can adjust LMAO

... I mean would they help with a visa? LMAO I kid, moving with a kid is a pain in general

Man... if I had a portfolio I would be tempted.

My case doesn't get here until Friday now cause I guess they are dumb and misread that it was supposed to be HERE today not shipped.

😮‍💨 about to at least put my GPU in the hubby's computer I swear, the struggle is real and I want to create!

Tomorrow the hopefully final parts will get my computer going again...

The hubby's computer is... so it works but I feel like I'm pushing it when I do PVP let alone me trying to do more than that LMAO

CPU and new case on Tuesday... I basically have rebuilt this computer at this point...

Now nothing wants to be powered but I know it getting power cause the RBG lights are on!

[is about to crash out]