mold

ITS SO HOTTT OMG
I HAVE BOTH MY FANS ON MAX. MY LIGHTS ARE OFF. MY BLINDS HAVE BEEN CLOSED ALL DAY. IVE BEEN DRINKING ICE WATER ALL DAY. BUT ITS SO SO HOTTTT IM GONNA DIE

please to not give in to despair. if you want to start somewhere you can help, a donation to Doctors Without Borders is a great place to start

wip drawing of a vampire nun guy grimacing

ugly moldsona wip based off ugly picture of me

no war on iran, hands off iran. the united states and israel are an existential threat to all human life.

omg you look great!

....i dont know what to say other than i hate this country

tysm! this oc uses he/him pronound though

cropped drawing of my oc hex with procreate ui visible in the screenshot. this drawing is hex as the old art meme with the orange haired woman in bed with crackers and a book and her legs up. hex is a pale man with dark brown hair and an aquiline nose. his right eye is green, his left eye is blue. he is smiling and has dark red eyeshadow and nails. he is wearing a dark red slip dress, gold cross necklace, and gold rings. he is holding a red book about archaeometallurgy.

im too embarrassed to post the full here… so take a crop #art

its ok, rest all you need!!

aaaa i miss my old teeth. i had to get invisalign cause my wisdom teeth came in as i was moving so i had to wait while before i could get them removed. before i had very prominent canines. now my teeth are boring and normal:((

once again brain isn't working and i have lots of work to do :((

*virtual hug*

this bill is legitimately a three-alarm fire. if they manage to define trans existence as explicit then there is nothing stopping them from genocide. i need every single cis person talking about this, calling their reps, getting out in the streets.

noo you need your energy /lh

aaa brain not working i need to focus i got lots of work to do

wip drawing of my oc hex. a close up on his face.

why is he literally the prettiest man ever..

i swear if she sees chronic health issues under my weaknesses and goes "oh just ai to make the art for you" IM GONNA SCREAM THE ENTIRE POINT IS THAT IT IS HUMAN ART

oh no i just realized a kinda big problem with my business idea for my intro to business project where we make a hypothetical small business
that professor is very pro ai
and my fake business is very anti ai
(my business idea is designing t-shirts. and using an outside manufacturer to produce them)

i slept great yesss

well goodnight hopefully i sleep :))

1. fashion history professor hasnt responded to my email about the assignments being locked...
2. i did text my therapist earlier for help and she hasn't replied :(( im worried cause i feel worse than last night but i need to sleep i got class tomorrow and i dont wanna miss it again

brain is getting bad again and stomach is struggling again ://

first person thought i had a twin (i dont and my older sister doesn't really look like me)
second person kept insisting i was in his accounting class yesterday (i already took accounting and didn't go to campus yesterday)
i want to meet my clone

apparently i have a clone... i have had multiple different people say that there is someone else in business classes who looks identical to me

i am still very critical of endfield but i do at least like that the endmin is kinda canonically genderfluid? or at least both the female and male endmin are both canon because the endmin can canonically switch their "identity"

god damn it fashion history professor published the assignments but not the module for this week SO I CANT ACCESS ANYTHING!! I EMAILED HER. HOPEFULLY SHE RESPONDS SOON SO I CAN DO MY WORK FOR THIS WEEK

good news: stomach is better!! i was able to eat breakfast!!

i got some on and off sleep.. better than nothing but i am still exhausted

i got like 30 minutes of sleep...
my mom is awake so she gave me some of her xanax and im probably gonna text my therapist in the morning cause man im so exhausted but i still cant sleep cause my brain wont shut up

im gonna scream why am i like this why cant i just sleep