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today I just wish my friends didn't live all over the country.
i want to pick them up and take them to dinner and hug them and hold them and tell them how they saved me.

me:
> wants to create
> creates
> immediately feels like a fraud
> tells myself my skills are fake, unjustly acquired, or not valid in some way
> wants to share creation anyways
> shares
> deletes

and repeat.

i'm a mess who just stumbles around constantly making sure that no one else is made to feel that way.
especially strangers.

the fact that ill be 30 in 2025 is so mind numbing.
i really didn't think i'd still be here

so now... idk wtf to do with my life and it feels like an infinite cycle.
circling the drain.

my sleeping schedule is so beyond fucked 👁️👄👁️

pixel art of an eclipse in a night sky. the palette goes from bright pink to purple to dark blue. in the foreground a crow with a glowing eye sits on a tree branch.

eclipse #pixelart 2022

i wanted to make this pretty cloud into a pretty woman

i'm a pixel artist (usually) so this still counts 🤓 #rkgk

this kendrick drop has me in straight up euphoria (ironically). i am just so absolutely in awe of this man's talent.
that's my fellow fucking gemini man.

Commission made with byvegalia’s braid and chain brushes a while back! #art

imma use this like a lil journal til (and if) more ppl follow. fuck it. 🤷🏻‍♀️

it's so wild to wake up to genuine notifications and interactions on here; forgot what it was like to have real ppl around and not bots telling me to buy a tshirt or click the link for hot singles in my area.

same dude; feel like once i can get posts i care about it'll be golden

Heat #pixelart

pixel art of a white dress shirt. there are subtle pink and green hues in the shadows.

shirt #pixelart

Celestial vampire OC #art

wake up honey, new dead star photo just dropped.

Cassiopeia A

Reporting for duty ! 💘☁️
#oc #art

curious to see if this platform lasts. fingers crossed cause it reminds me sm of old twt 👀

I was hesitant to come over here because threads was such a bust and I hate wasting time on new platforms but omg you guys!!!! It’s so cute over here!!! And so horrible over there!!!