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hey y'all - having a bit of a family fiasco so i'm going to have to postpone posting the new chap once again. shouldn't be more than a few days - i am fine just too much goin on to do the edits i need :) very sorry. everyone tells me i never need to be sorry but also i do feel sorry anyways.

what video game should i ruin my life with next
(travelling so has to be available on switch or mac os)

the less online i am the less you have to worry about me i mean that so genuinely anyways very excited for this chapter something I've been planning for a very long time that i'm very excited about finally happens in it

people on tumblr were very worried that something happened to me apparently which is incredibly sweet but the only thing that happened to me was vitamin b12 supplements and disco elysium

oathbreaker chapter 6 out july 20 btw

I can’t believe I’ve been the way I am all this time and none of you told me about Kim Kitsuragi

The fact that this is a common phenomenon and I don’t know because I’m too busy playing disco elysium

I promise my oathbreaker update is coming and I’m not dead I just got super super busy and also started playing disco elysium

YouTube video by Jayvik Nation Time To Frame It - Jayvik Fan Collab Animation

WATCH THE NEW IN ALL FRAMES REANIMATED COLLAB NOWWWW!! youtu.be/h64lee2I7kw?...

no one is perfect, most especially myself! but the "cruel as fandom baseline" is traumatizing! everything is met from ridicule, from happiness to heartfelt critique. creatives are seen as commodities, their ideas pillaged while their personhood is denied. the love gets harder to find. it's lonely!

Btw I don't see as many on blue sky and also don't post them here because I'm afraid of people on here and also every time I do I'm
Met with crickets. I cannot do my clown show to a silent audience. But I do post on tumblr

this officer of the law is 😎 gay 😎. And oh yeah? This officer of the law 😏 bisexual. 💕 errmm. Your welcome gays. Hope you don't know your own history or google the nypd

how dare I be inconvenienced on this here wip Wednesday

reminder if you're going to a protest this weekend: don't post pictures of yourself at the event, change your phone settings to code only (no finger print or face unlock), and bring water for yourself.

wearing a mask is great to protect your health and your identity, while also protecting others.

Brooklyn 99 existing began a joker arc for me I am still in

this might be a hot take but I Ship jayvik I'm feeling jaythicc Go arcane mode on that jaydick

also in retrospect some of the problems i did have with season one initially are WAY more pressing and glaring with season 2.

i also think it was important for me to remember how much i project my own politics and ideals onto things. we all see things the way we want to see them. sometimes it isn't quite how they are. sorry that was an essay and probably did not make much sense haha

also definitely had a whole writers room involved through the whole process, which this season did not. but yes now i look at season one and its ideas that one would expect to be challenged and i'm like oh. this is weird now knowing they actually just kind of gets brushed aside or even validated

yes yes season one is super interesting to me in retrospect. pacing for sure helped it, and the fact that they didn't seem to have the expectation to expand it into a franchise, but you're so right. so much of the groundwork there hinged on the idea that these ideas would be further explored.

dude this party is such an echo chamber. it's just friends hanging out and chilling and having a good time. you need to invite some people over who want to kill you with hammers

oh god i dont know the rest i dont wanna look

like there is no way in hell you could get me to sit down and watch whatever they put out next. almost any of the good things that happened were by accident or because of the visual language from fortiche.

i think something for me that has really hard parted me from arcane and has made me stop really thinking about it all that much is that not only did season two suck but the way that the people who had creative and narrative control talk about it indicates to me that they do not know how to write

ok i found out and i'm annoyed but not for the reason you think in what way did season 2 prioritize the sisterhood between vi and jinx be so for real with me you talentless edgelord

for the record i do not even know what happened and i refuse to find out

protecting my peace

That’s so kind of you thank you so much 😭

absolutely nutty thing to say for so many reasons but what's coming to my mind first is the inability to fathom any sort of community solidarity, understanding, and interest