Oh happy birthday!

I have been quite down lately. Extremely unmotivated. It has been difficult to make myself do much of anything.

My period of being in a funk started before the inauguration - though has become worse since.

I'm going to try and force myself to practice guitar tonight.... That'll be something.

Unedited images from the photoshoot I had earlier today.

I worry it sounds like I am implying SWs "have it coming" or need to put up with any treatment their client dishes because they're being paid for it - but I don't mean any of that.

It's just some men want to sexually disrespect women and not in a consensual kinky way and they target SWs. 😭

Jumping in. >.>

I remember her telling me about her clients being mean and it being sad but I was like "That's what they're paying for. They want someone they can be trash to. If they were interested in being decent they could probably pick someone up on tinder but that's not what they want."

Okay it works again now lol

I made a SubStack account and I just went to try and sign in and no fuckin' dice?

:/ - I'll..... try again later? Technology is so confounding.

I had a successful photoshoot today. My photographer partner at one point said "I think this might be the most provocative set we've ever done"

And I was like "One time we put me in a ball gag"

And he was like "Oh I forgot about that one ...."

It's fixed now. I didn't do anything to fix it. I just signed in later in the day and it was fixed.

Unrelated to my confusing handle problem: I bought a camera! It's the Sony ZV-E10 which is one that was designed with content creators in mind. It can work as a fully manual camera for stills but also easily be used as a webcam for livestreaming.

I can reliably recreate this to get one blank screen that I can interact with and get a button to appear which will take me to another blank screen - but no button seems to appear on the second screen if I repeat my tapping behaviour....

When I press the button the screen changes to look like the original screen....

I tapped the grey box and the screen several times trying to get something to happen and a button appeared.

Oh no. I just came here for the first time in a while and my account says 'invalid handle' and this is all I can see when I try to go to the settings and change my handle....

I can't interact with that grey square. Perhaps it's meant to be a text box? It doesn't work....

I am enjoying all of the photos of the moon that I'm seeing on this app. :)

👋

Hello! I'm new here and just checking out if this is a platform that I want to use.

I'm a professional nude art model and I'm also learning to sing and dabbling a little bit in learning to play music.