Rana ⊆🧬

2 goals for the year are completed. The 3rd is to get back into regular exercise. Think we can do this.

Fuck I'm tired.

New job is going well. I'm about to get my second paycheck which is the first time I won't be feeling DOOM!

Its been a tough few months for my partner who's had a lot of really hard struggle times, and just doing the best I can to support her while keeping myself afloat. Lots of heavy lifting 💪

The lobby be lobbying

Hell yea

I don't think of posting much but I got a job, I'm starting on monday, I'm excited to have more of my life move forwards, I'm engaged, I'm like, things are sorta kinda looking up individually and trying to not think about the giant moon in the sky

This is a lie it was definitely just regular quaker oats I don't even think they make organic oats

An analogy I've thought of recently is its a bit like people who treat whats now known as level 3 autism denying that anyone who has less support needs is autistic. They treat knowledge of what they study as a social contagion, a dangerous idea. Why wouldn't it be a spectrum

Fuck that's so scummy I'm sorry to hear

GD you look great!

Job offer get!! Its not impossible to get a job in software right now. I'm coming off of a 4 year career break, with no degree, and just landed one with interest from several others.

Excited to finally be able to look a little bit forward

We can train 😜

Phew. Think I see the light at the end of the tunnel. Been coding furiously and focusing my entire life around partner support + job hunting - I'm very close to landing a job and being able to see more than a foot in front of me.

Miss friends :O

We have open positions, how flexible are you ;P

Being direct support for someone who’s going through rough mental health is really really hard :x

Sylvester, tweetie, grandma and the dog are all in an ace kink relationship

A furry paintover by Caim of the cover of Witch Hat Atelier Chapter 85 by Shirahama Kamome. In both this image and the inspiration, a character holds up frames of themself displaying various somber expressions, each frame containing another character in the same pose holding another frame, seeming infinite. The expressions range from angry to resigned, with the original work being likened to the stages of grief. In the original work, the figures in each frame are all the same character: Qifrey. This rendition of the image instead uses the artist's fursonas to reflect alternate versions of the same person. In contrast to the original work, the colors of each section are also different in the furry version, with the backgrounds being deep green, blue, red, yellow/gold, and silver/white. The character in the largest frame is a deer: Ilan, the artist's most recent sona and his main sona currently. He's associated with trees, and his background is green. As the frames get smaller, the sonas featured in the smaller frames of the image are ones that the artist made longer ago in their life, with the two smallest frames being former/retired sonas. The wolf character pictured in the center frame is the artist's childhood fursona, which is also signified by the plush cow the character is holding, and calls back to the inspiration, where the smallest frame is the child version of Qifrey shown in earlier chapters.

"Compartmentalization":

In forestry, we know that trees cannot 'heal'. Instead, they seal their wounds away under layers of themself.

What modalities do they do? Do they practice trauma informed therapy? Have they worked with or are in community with the population they’re trying to serve?

Therapists all have therapists until you meet the Supreme Therapist who holds the One Eames Chair to Rule Them All

Disappointed in myself that in all my years of drinking I never came up with White Tail Wasted

It me! :D

Even with a very curated feed, every time I hop onto this app right now it makes me feel worse!

I’m gonna take a break for a while and get this off my phone

Sorry also this wasn't advice that was asked for, if this is unwelcome please disregard.

Also, I'm just a person on the internet don't trust suggestions or frameworks that don't match your experience, its all only a model <3

For fragments, think less-personalized, single-responsibility. Knowing the BASK model of memory helps (broken down into behavior, affect, sensory, knowledge - frags can follow this). Consider that internal communication is happening all the time, it just might not be in english :3

A canon event for us lmao

We’re many many frags but we form up into like 7-10 rough groups. It’s helpful just to keep it loose sometimes.

Oh yeah and my leg is injured so it’s difficult to exercise and that’s been making everything more difficult :x sorry venting

I’m so goddamn stressed. Doing my best to one step at a time. Feel like the only way thru is to not fail.

Flavors:

“Wild, unpassionate fruits”

Vs

“A single passionate fruit”

And if you don’t have lived experience, holy hell do you need to be listening a lot more than talking. (Even if you have it, goodness knows my partner is a Different Person even if we both have the tizz)

Kimchi reuben kimchi reuben!