秦愫 / QÍN SÙ.

Finally, I win at something.

I’m too depressed to fight you for it.

Do you only love me when I make you happy?

[The most depressed woman in all the land.]

when did we begin to bleed gold?

“I did. I do. Why…why are you here? My husband was always very fond of you.”

If it were anyone else, it might seem as though she were accusing them of having an affair. As it stands, she just sounds lost.

“How I’ve been?” Her tone starts becoming almost flat, defeated, beaten down. “There’s little worth living for. And I couldn’t tell you. I suppose my…Jīn Guāngyáo thought it best for everyone to believe I was fully dead rather than just on the verge of it.”

I had a dream about you. We were in the gold room where everyone finally gets what they want.

“Oh, Niè-zōngzhǔ.” She smiles wanly. “Is there something you needed?”

/ HEHEHEH stolen from my jl’s username on twitter

I don't want this longing to fester into resentment.

/ let’s goooo