💗Slaughter Melon💗

Gonna try to be more productive art-wise this month between work and getting ready for the con in April. Gotta make *something* before I start to spiral.

Went out to see Uma movie, those horse girls sure can run

So idk I’m trying to find a reason to keep posting here at all. I’m not leaving or anything I just have a really hard time mustering up the energy to even look here much.

Sorry uh. To anyone who may care. But I’ve been in that ‘no one gives a shit about what I create, it’s all worthless anyways’ kinda way for like a month so it’s made wanting to do/make anything hard. I just finished a single art trade piece and it took me weeks lmao.

Straight up can’t stop thinking about Iron Lung what a fucking good movie

Happy Valentines Dayyy, spending my morning on a mall date 💕💌

It’s an absolute tragedy

At least I got to see Iron Lung over the weekend and it fucked hard so that was cool.

Anyways life is weird I’m doing not so great and I don’t know when I’ll feel better so sorry for being quiet. Best way to reach me is discord if you wanna talk. I’m always looking for a distraction.

Rubbing my evil lil hands together I can’t wait to seeeee

Oh this fucks 👀💦

some updated Taffy refs
#helluvaboss #helluvaossoc

now in color
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It also makes it hard to feel like sharing art/things I enjoy. But at the same time I can’t help but feel bad at how isolated I’ve become. Idk I’m just thinking out loud and it’s been eating at me for a bit.

Part of it comes from how fandom landscapes changed from the late 2000s/early 2010s to now and how miserable it is. Having to tiptoe around lest you piss the wrong person off by liking things in a way they don’t approve. It’s alienating. It’s why I don’t participate in selfship communities anymore.

I’m very selfish with how I enjoy things sometimes but like. I kinda have to be. I’m too picky to really align with most fandoms in any real way so why bother? Not to say I don’t overlap w ppl sometimes but at this point I feel like I can only truly enjoy things alongside a VERY small select group

It’s been a really rough time emotionally. We were fortunate enough to be able to stay at my parent’s church for a couple of nights but just the not knowing when home would be safe to return to had my stress at an all time high. We got ours back but there’s still so many without…

update: My family and I are safe, Nashville is in bad shape, and tensions are still high all over the place. Genuinely concerned for a lot of my coworkers on 3 days w/o power

my only notes to people under 30: your 30s aren't for ditching fandom, they're for re-evaluating all the "cringe" stuff you liked as a teenager through the lens of someone who can appreciate it fully, going, "that owned, actually," and becoming even more unhinged about it. please look forward to it.

Some boys
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TN is a hellscape rn I’m genuinely so scared for what could happen. I’m worried about my parents, my dad especially. We’ve gotten through shit winter weather before but the ice is the factor that makes this one worse.

In TN, we’ve just been put under a state of emergency 🙃

who else is out here prepping to wait out this ridiculous weather this weekend and trying not to panic?

Kinda tired of having to triple layer just to leave the house but at least the layers r cute

I’m just. Havin fun. Drawing lil guys. I needed to get into something a little sillier to help get me thru this time of year.

SP oc stuff from a couple Magma sessions
#southpark #southparkoc

always yappin. ever ending.

ok whore

(Old) Baby boy. Baby.
#southpark #kylebroflovski

Forever in rarepair hell..
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