marlo 🍉🜃

you scream, you throw insults and stuff around. so many avenues when even the simplest thing didn't go your way. what is my avenue then. i self-destruct.

Haurchefant #ff14 #ffxiv #finalfantasyxiv #ffxivart #fanart #Haurchefant

2) why cant some people speak more assertively, bc time is ticking, there are things going, we're not just waiting for you, say things directly or things will get lost in translation. i swear today people just piss me the fuck OFF. it's every pet peeve i have with socializing. rude people, miscomms.

in the mood of shitting on people because today, "PEOPLE", keep being annoying and their idiocy genuinely made my stomach churn. 1) some people are just very impolite, sure it's an open space but because these assholes grouped up together they enabled each other and disturb the cohesion of the space

groovy 🐸💕 #ffxiv

Valentine day ですが　
オルシュファン　練習絵を…

Haurchefant #ff14 #ffxiv #finalfantasyxiv #ffxivart #fanart

itadakimasu

BEBE PLEASE I HAVE NO USE FOR THESE 🤣🤣🤣 i can only attempt to retake them in the future

alright photodump before actually dumping these away

im on the brink of getting kicked outta the house but who cares when im such a chad in video games (read: xiv)

the shower didn't cure my sadness. ibuprofen didn't ease my pain. people around me see me as trash. in a scenario where everything hurts, what could i hold on to? been a while since the last time i was mentally at rock bottom. all because of one comment you made.

#FFXIV #FF14
Yotsuyu

character theme song
#breadocrumbs

new year, old fuckin depression

January

1.1
#FF14
#オルシュファン

posting here too for backup hm hm 🌚↕️ look at my elezen

god i have such a shitty personality don't i.. even to the people i like, i hate being criticized. now that ain't nice is it. i'm becoming like my mother. didn't say anything malicious to the other person (hopefully), but i'm disappointed with my overall childish response

maybe im too hung up with the idea of dying like a rockstar, a hero, when im literally a nobody

hey i stumbled upon your twt the other day and i think you're very cool, your art is hella neat, i hope we can be friends

"i HoPe We cAn Be FRiEnDS." bro. stupid. how do you even make friends anymore

i can never get used to the pain. everytime, i cry and roar like an insane person. and everytime, i make my family worry. traumatizing for me, traumatizing for the family

one of the communities i'm new in, apparently supports ey-ay generated pictures. disappointing. i enjoyed interacting with the people, but guess i'll step back from it.

finding my fav artists on bsky gives me serotonin

last bitch standing

be nice to me but not too nice. talk to me but not too much. invite me to stuff but dont make it obvious. i wanna be friends im but scared. im so sorry you met me

i feel like everything i do is so garbage. why even do anything, incompetent bastard. no one would remember you, your works, because they're so shit

Well,