melari

maybe it's a sign not to.... /j

it's so nice to be back in the gym 😭😭
EVERYONE, I ADVICE YALL TO STAND UP AND DO SOME STRETCHING, IT IS GOING TO HELP YOU TREMENDOUSLY IN THE FUTURE!!

having paranoia developed from antidepressants wasn't on my bingo - ☠️

same.

THESE GIFS ARE KILLING ME 😭😭😭😭

thinking of buying a piano to start my music journey 👀

back in my healing era 🙏🏻

carrying 💅🏻 (but fragging, yeah)

YES 🙏🏻🙏🏻

YOU'RE BETTER OFF WITHOUT IT I PROMISE
(I have the same temptation help)

I wanna play valo but at the same time I know the experience is gonna be miserable because people are weird 😭😔

if anyone is up to play (eu) some time either comp or unrated hit me up!

everyone around me succumbed to this too
ai is like disease atp
maybe she feels guilty for it?

I think people should make it a social norm to look back at what you did and how it contributed to the situation that you ended up in before blaming others

yeah, there are some cases where you have done nothing wrong, but blindly believing that you are incapable of mistakes is delusional

oh wow, I kinda missed not being irritated and borderline crashing out at everything

is that improvement feels T_T

And The Lord said unto John, "Come forth and receive eternal life"
...but John came in fifth and won a toaster.

yes :)

okay guys, therapy does work who would've thought :D
just knowing that I am in fact not faking it and I do have a problem fills me with hope that maybe I can get back the passion that I had

Looking for moots / friends
looking for active people to interact with :3

21yrs • MDNI

•video games (valorant, apex legends, marvel rivals, terraria, stardew valley)
• art
• lesbians
• books
• house of dragon (rhaenicent)

❤︎ & ↻ appreciated

#moots #mootsearch #promosky

what's the point of talking if no one listens

how are emotions are capable of making you physically sick
this shit is inside of my head why does it hurt my heart too.

I'm there for everyone why is no one ever there for me? do I not deserve simple kindness and compassion?

why do I have people who I can trust and ask for help and yet I'm so fucking lonely

i might have fucked up

alr folks I need advice on how to stop having an anxious attachment style and live a life for myself 🙏🏻

update on that btw: I'm working for a month now, not making a lot yet, but I'm not as busy as I could be
my mental state did suffer a bit, but I'm back to normal

improvement isn't linear, have to remind myself of that every once in a while

felt like all the progress that I've achieved in the past 6 months went to hell because my anxious attachment style showed up again, but thankfully I think I've got it under control again

sum caitvi stuff

did I really just apply for a job just because I wanna get vi's tattoo on my back? yes. am I really gonna work this time? WELL I HOPE SO.
lesbianism do be making me do things 😔

istg im dreading 2 act of 2nd season so much.
I AM EXCITED DON'T GET ME WRONG but at the same time I know we'll see suffering and I'm not ready for that at all
I wish I could consume media like neurotypical at times like those so I won't get in a bad mental space cuz of it 😭😭
#arcane