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Hey guys, a quick update. We hit 95% of the original goal, and I want to thank you all so much!

Unfortunately, my financial aid didnt disburse today like I was told and I would like to ask for additional help for a place to stay until I can pay the rent ko-fi.com/logan58598/g...

Hey all, another update. As of today we are at 87%! Thank you all so much for your support!

Thanks to your help I was able to successfully book the flights and accommodation for my medical eval this week.

I can't thank you guys enough. Thank you so much.

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Hey guys,

Just a quick update. As of this morning, we are at 73% of the goal! I can't thank you all enough for your support.

Things are going apace with on-boarding, though still waiting to hear back to make the appointment for the medical clearance that I need to travel for.

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Prologue Redux #6

Shoulda done this long ago, it's doing wonders for comic drawing muscle memory...

Omfg it's so good to see your art on my TL again

Thank you. I just want to work

Hey guys,

Things have been rough and I would like to ask for your help. I am even willing to pay back once I can get settled.

Anything helps, even RTing and spreading the word.

Thanks so much, I really appreciate it.

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I want to start sharing pics again, if people want to follow on Instagram:

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Here's to many more milestones 😊

Haven't posted anything Kaiser-related lately and I really wanted to, so here's a doodle! 🐺🫶

Smile. 🩵

Adorable Kaiser toon, commissioned by a friend! Thank you so much! 🐺🩵💙🩵💙

🎨: Toucan Juice (FA)

Omfg that would be amazing. I need more of that

I lost my composure during my last text wall and it's okay, I understand I'm grieving.

I was sorting through my old flash drives to look for something and came upon equally old pics that made me tear up. Ended up gathering them to send to my mom sometime since she wanted to make a memorial

I miss them too, my face especially

Ppl just bitch about shit all the time. Also how is something too catchy?

Curious what kinda lineup you'd do for a holiday party, haha

I dont want to live in this world, a world without my tita (aunt)

It's not worth it

It was frustrating because I couldn't do anything. I was seeing her die and I couldn't do anything about it

As someone who feels most at ease with control over situations, it was the second worst feeling in the world

The aftermath is the worst: knowing I'll nevrt see or hear her ever again

And I cannot stop replaying her last moments with us in my head. How even in her final hours of being conscious she was still joking around with me

I held her hand, which was cold and frail, she had become skin and bones

And then just her doing agonal breathing until the end

Doesn't help that the medical system in my home country is shit also

We were supposed to go to Singapore and beyond. I kept hounding her to renew her passport

We were gonna hang out at Changi, eat char kway teow, visit Cloud Forest, and chill at Sands mall. Go to Universal Studios

Wanted to see her reaction walking into biz class

Wanted to see her

Now I can't

Nothing is worth it anymore

I asked for and read all lab, pathology, and imaging reports myself. Her uterus had completely homogenized, had masses on BOTH adnexae (one of which was compressing both her uterus and bladder), and mets all over her liver, lungs, and vertebral column. It was too late.

We couldn't do anything

I knew i should have said something when I saw she was lost even more weight at that time.

I should have taken FMLA leave to go with her to her appointments

She hid her monstrous pain, never told anyone until she was on her death bed at the hospital

Fuck cancer

Just had a dream about my aunt and I never wished as hard as I could to travel back in time to 2022 to let her know to get checked up.

Because so far a world without her has been completely not worth living

To those people who tell others to "get cancer," seriously fuck yourself

Oh

Love stinky boys, great work!