low (on trash)

Okay, how do I stop sucking at art 😭

Deliberate practice unironically scares me unless someone knowledgeable is leading me and judging my performance

That's why you never see any proper studies from me

But I'll never be able to draw realistically or good ;n;

Just remembering people like Hutska or Phurreh exist *hurts*, and stylized art like aaat's or heize's hurts in a different (but equal) way

You already get plenty of attention, aaat.

does it even make sense for me to post art at this point? it never hits off

You're in safe hands... as long as I can see you.
Gift from my good friend, @lowontrash.bsky.social

You don't even get to golf. You just sit in your apartment all day, and sometimes walk next door to chat with the fox chick.

Though the landlord DID assign you to take care of a blob that sloshes around with a sword. So there's that.

The only furniture you get are a chair, a burning torch (you have no windows), a table, 4 flags (with pics of stuff the landlord killed), and a mannequin with one of the landlord's costumes (some sort of pink ninja thing??)

And then the landlord dunks you in some lake of goop he found underground, you turn in to a fox-guy with (absolutely zero explanation for why he did it, or why you turned in to a fox).

But that works in your favor with your next door neighbor, who is also a bimbo, fox woman, and childhood friend.

The landlord occasionally starts beefs with martians that will attack *your apartment complex* in particular, and then he sells the martian shit for like $20,000, and yet he still charges rent (~$500/mo).

You gotta feel for Terraria NPCs

Like, imagine you're just a guy that likes golf, and the best apartments in the area are 1 room, 20sqft boxes some dude built out of dirt and wood.

Then the landlord goes around dressed like a tiki, finds a pet tiger, and kills God (and then God 2 thru 29)

I'm taking that as a "no"

it appears that you're the only one willing to admit such a thing

Would any of you join a discord server that had new art posted
BUT
only the artist can send messages or screen share

haha asking for a friend

I'm not holding my breath 😓

It'd be nice for something to go right again

sadly I'm only compatible with people that are at least as fucked up as I am

← wishes he could move out

getting flirted with irl must feel nice

the stuff I make is just not good enough to care about ig 😓

making gifts is fun except when the gifts get ignored and then it just keeps happening and happening and happening and happening and

It would actually be a really cozy superpower to just intuitively know how any given animal likes to sleep, and to be naturally trusted enough to make it happen. Like, that bear likes his paw held. This cheetah wants to lie on top of you. That schnauzer likes his left ear scritched.

If only ._.

I wish I were quietly competent
or competent
or even just quiet

It would be nice to be good enough for once

I need some big fuckin tiddy in my face, yesterday.

Preferably backed by pecs trying to outdo said tiddy in size.

Is there a name for that kind of fantasy where someone finds out they actually were special after all, like some sort of diamond in the rough, or that they actually did have some hidden talent they just needed to discover

Bell Telephone Company
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Tell Phelebone Company

IMHO (in my himbo opinion)

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