like the legend of the penix

ive been in work hell auditing & correcting a bunch of data entries swapping between three windows on my tiny thinkpad screen because i cant go into the office because theyre changing the fucking lights on my floor

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social media sucks i hate existing publically like that.

i went swimming after work today and my legs are achey now but it really helped my emotional problems

cleared out who im following to be a bit more manageable over there and hopefully thatll help. i just dont want to be in fandom anymore it makes me so miserable if im not actively disengaged from it. but also. id like to engage. yknow

made a mistake and followed too many ffxiv accts on my main so now im miserable looking at that tl. classic!

Donate to Hot meals 4 Starved Palestinian Kids in north Gaza, organized by Hani Almadhoun Do you know what it’s like to watch your family starve? I do. My… Hani Almadhoun needs your support for Hot meals 4 Starved Palestinian Kids in north Gaza

Coverage for Gaza has died down recently, so I wanted to remind folks that lots of people are still struggling. The Gaza Soup Kitchen opened its 14th location recently, and they are accepting donations. If you have some money to spare, please consider sending some spare funds their way.

looping the great comet soundtrack and thinking about how i should try to read war and peace

I’m doing my part

2. cabaret (movie)

we watched this last night and it really stuck with me and im still thinking about the ending. rlly impactful!!!

neither posting nor consumption count as doing politics and websites like this are a machine that turns obvious political solidarity into a black hole of endless discourse. that includes this post. you can’t out-post it by finding the right smart words you can only log off

earlier today i was thinking about how my mild obsessive compulsive tendencies help with my unmedicated adhd so maybe i need to channel that into my reading habits somehow and get mentally ill about finishing books. i think itll probably be bad but id finish books

i still need to read frankenstein and my rental on whipping girl & rebecca both ran out before i made major progress in either of them. OH and im reading the murder of roger ackroyd right now

on my tbr right now is... rejection came in from the library and i have hopes that a short story collection will work well for me. i saw a review for it that rlly hooked me. ummm i need to keep progressiong through the farseer books im just super stuck because the romance is The Worst

1. poker face (season 1)

started this last year with jamie and its been really enjoyable. love seeing natasha lyonne but we both almost call it russian doll all the time.

✨ 2026 media thread ✨

i like doing these to track everything i read/watch/etc for the year in a fun way. only stuff i finish, so its mostly going to be tv & movies i watch with my boyfriend because i rarely ever finish books lmao

Reminder that misinformation and disinformation are going to be worse than normal and to check sources, and be cautious with what you're sharing.

i vaguely forgot i had this acct bc ive been on my xiv "main" so much

rlly struggling w sharing anything here..ive gotten too accustomed to the "privacy" of a locked acct so sharing anything abt my personal life on bsky feels Bad

mood

and its the exact kind of like moral black & white language that like. has made my own mental health actively worse whenever ive been around it. very tumblr.

no offense but theres a certain type of post and person and tone that comes out at times on bsky thats like so fucking condescending and patronizing its legitimately beyond annoying

current + clouds a couple days ago

im trying to figure out if/how i want to "publish"/post this stuff. i do want to do that, making a website is just very daunting, since i dont really nnow what i would want it to even Look Like

if i try to chase perfection in my writing i will always be miserable doing it. but if i keep chasing the way i felt when i wrote 6k words of cyborg surgery/autopsy. ill never work a day in my life or whatever it is they say

editing a previous piece of writing to fully turn it into the original characters & story its turned into since i first wrote it rn. im still very fond of what i wrote here

oh this isn my xiv account. well whaever

luna: 1, 2, 6, 9
mozu: 4, 10

i finally found you!! #thistle

Tornados

A digital painting of a young fat woman, nude, lounging on a bed, surrounded by a patch of flowers growing around her body. Her face is obscured except for her chin and lips, and she has shoulder-length curly hair.

pink carnations for the floral portrait series