coke 🥤

addicted to doordashing myself ghost kitchen breakfast burritos send help 🌯

Omg I have these overalls. Love your videos!!

stuck at the DMV on my only day off for the next 10 days, missed therapy, but got to start a new novel😭

Update: loved this book. Incredible characterization of a mountain lion living under the Hollywood sign telling a relatable story of queer identity and survival. Set after a California wildfire, the timing felt very poignant. Incredible stream of consciousness prose. ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

snapped some small Polaroids during the impromptu @charlixcxofficial.bsky.social concert in Times Square a couple months ago and finally added them to this collage featuring pages from NYC’s very own GET OUT! magazine :)

Neon pink book cover depicting the outlined head of a mountain lion. It is opening its mouth wide and winking with its left eye. The lion’s fangs form the words OPEN THROAT in sharp white letters. Below, a black script reads the author’s name, HENRY HOKE

a novel about a queer mountain lion? perfect for dissociating tbh

Just finished three books at the same time (thanks Amtrak delays):
- Giovanni’s Room by James Baldwin
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- The Future Was Color by Patrick Nathan
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- A Boy’s Own Story by Edmund White
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young queer men’s experiences in 1950s-1960s France/America seems to have been the theme lol oops

post showing that Meta stated they will allow mental illness or abnormality’s allegations when based on gender or sexual orientation

Debating deleting my photography inst*gr*m and bringing all my work here

Moments from The Scene holographic stickers loading…

the perfect Christmas gift to myself while i wait for #THEPENTHOUSE @stachepapi.bsky.social thank u🩷🩷

is Portrait of a Woman on Fire technically a holiday movie?

Original pen and ink drawing on paper of a GYM brand jockstrap, with detailing on the pouch and the elastic.

And drawing of course

my sleep schedule is a mess so I’m mulling wine✨🌝
Merry Christmas

just finished Party Monster by James St. James. incredible memoir chronicling the rise and fall of Club Kid culture in the late 80s and early 90s.

Spotify code for my custom playlist “from inside the club bathroom,” meant for giving the vibes of the same name. This playlist is full of songs that make me want to rush out the bathroom club and head immediately to the dance floor.

cleaning the apt to club music is so healing for me tbh

Sleep tabby cat on knitted quilt

he sleepin

mustachioed me wearing large square frame pink acetate glasses

got new glasses yes they’re transition lenses too

brat, even

Tom of Finland style leatherman printed on newspaper with overlaid pink fabric and feathers as if he is wearing a corset and tutu. In red tissue on the right, words from queer print media (magazine, postcards, leaflets) spell out a quote from The Faggots and Their Friends Between Revolutions, by Larry Mitchell: “There is more to be learned from wearing a dress for a day than there is from wearing a suit for a lifetime.”

Another mixed media, tissue paper, newspaper, magazine/leaflet cut outs.

my toxic trait is reading paperback books in bars

found these pencil and charcoal figure studies at a antique store and they really touched me. only one was signed (by a Jo Schwartzberg)

been getting into multimedia for a while, especially adding onto found documents/art

get in sister we’re going to the gay bar

Rereading this one hits different post election

“bearadise” Digital. Provincetown, MA. September 2024.

joining Bluesky bc I miss real discourse and connecting with ppl

Taking suggestions for books related to queer theory/history, nonfiction or fiction. Some of my faves are:

- The Bars are Ours by Lucas Hildebrand
- Gay Bar by Jeremy Atherton Lin
- Gay New York: Gender, Urban Culture, and the Making of the Gay Male World, 1890-1940 by George Chauncey

ok it’s giving fresh start