みた晴 改

I miss having somebody to talk about anything, even about the silliest things

I seriously love Synex >.<
She's so silly

I'm not sure what's worst: if the silence, being ignored, or being told that I'm not worthy of any kind of help.

[잉잉국장]/[Yingying x Chief]

습관적으로 없는 기력 짜내서 넘겨주는 국장에게 강경하게 반송하기

#無期迷途
#无期迷途
#무기미도
#PTN #PathtoNowhere

It's stupid to scream for help when nobody wants to listen...

Still, they're just hidden, not erased, so at some point, I'll put them out there again.
I just lost the love I had for the ships in the fandom. I mean, it's there, as well as many ideas, I just don't have the strenght to put myself, my time and effort into something nobody likes.

I suspect the unfollows in my Ao3 account might be because my hidden Genshin fics.
I feel bad for doing such, but I feel even worst for having them out there and get a total of 0 support or even any nice word about them.
It makes me feel like the joke of the fandom so u.u

With heavy heart I must say that I’m closing down my freelancing business, and running a CLOSEDOWN SALE IN MY SHOP.

Collectibles* are -50%-70% off ✨
Prints/Stickers are -20% off ✨

*including brand new Edelgard FE3H standees, and Alear & Ophelia charms 😞

🔁 and help me recover money invested. TY 🙏💕

Some days is really hard to want to wake up, and even more getting out of bed...
Some days is really hard to come up with reason to stay alive.

🔗 Xitter posts back up:
min.togetter.com/id/Reireidot...
(Since my acc is suspended, posts are slowly disappearing but links & other users' posts like Art staff list still works)

🔗 Tumblr: reireidotwit.tumblr.com
🔗 Curated gdrive of hi-res official images: drive.google.com/drive/u/0/mo...

I want somebody to talk about Path to nowhere >.<

Sometimes I want to talk about the things I like with my best friend, but the moment I mention them, she starts to shit on them, downplay them or even start doing spoilers so u.u
It feels sad not being able to shared anything with her anymore.

線画わからん進捗

Sneak peek of the fic: “Erena keeps listening to the rest of their lively debate about why Anju should win the contest in her short 20 minutes route, hearing the praises the group of girls beside her dedicates her girlfriend, before the intercom of the train announces her stop. - Thank you for supporting Anju. She tells them as she’s about to get off the train, hearing the group of girls squealing surprised. - Oh my god, it’s her! - It’s Toudou-san! They all yell, moving to the train’s window as Erena steps outside and smile at them sweetly, winking at them just to see one of the girls fainting and falling on top of her friends. If Anju was with her, she’ll surely tease her about it.”

Erena x Anju (Love Live) - You’re my winner
archiveofourown.org/works/294605...

- Summary: Erena should be used to see Anju dancing, but she can’t help but become completely captivated by the other woman giving her best in a tv dance competition

Sneak peek of the fic: “Erena keeps listening to the rest of their lively debate about why Anju should win the contest in her short 20 minutes route, hearing the praises the group of girls beside her dedicates her girlfriend, before the intercom of the train announces her stop. - Thank you for supporting Anju. She tells them as she’s about to get off the train, hearing the group of girls squealing surprised. - Oh my god, it’s her! - It’s Toudou-san! They all yell, moving to the train’s window as Erena steps outside and smile at them sweetly, winking at them just to see one of the girls fainting and falling on top of her friends. If Anju was with her, she’ll surely tease her about it.”

Erena x Anju (Love Live) - You’re my winner
archiveofourown.org/works/294605...

- Summary: Erena should be used to see Anju dancing, but she can’t help but become completely captivated by the other woman giving her best in a tv dance competition

I appreciate your words, I just have a feeling mine aren't good because people is not nice (although at least they aren't unkind >.<)

Oh but I'm just saying it because there aren't that many of yaesara xD
I'd get it if it was a popular ship but it isn't, and the people who likes it, obviously enjoy others' works more than mine.

✨ HOW TO: support artists for $0.00 ✨

- leave a like!
- repost their work - more eyes!!
- comment on their posts! (an emoji goes a long way!)

all of this means so much to artists and helps immensely!! just a reminder that support does NOT always have to be financial 🥰🤍✨

In ao3, people get to see fics of those who aren't even on media and sure love to praise them so I'm not so sure about media but feel like is something else 😞

Sorry for the rant, I just... it feels like it'd be the best if I leave

I get it okay, my ideas aren't great and the way I express things are too simple and I can't seem to change it even though I try. I don't deny it, I'm concious of how bad I am, but I don't know, it hurts.

I feel like an idiot for writing about them, feel so happy about them and when posting them, see how nobody likes them nor are happy to see a new fic of the ship (except a friend, but it feels like she's compelled to be nice for being friends u.u)

Lately I see people supporting others a lot, praising them for the way they write and their ideas, while I don't get anything and makes me wonder if I'm welcome in the fandom.
It makes me feel discouraged and it's sad because I love the ship but... *

I've been thinking about erasing all my Genshin fics, especially the yaesara ones.
I feel like people don't like them and really don't like what I write nor my way to express, so they aren't even worthy to be read.

ハグの日(遅刻)みこさら
#yaesara

Synex is so silly, I love her 😂

Synex's 4k interrogation wallpapers are posted as teaser for her actual interrogation update tomorrow.
So Catherine's could be the next day

Aisno uploaded the wrong files on baidu, it's a good thing bili preseves image quality 😬

DL 🔗 drive.google.com/drive/folder...

Summary: There’s something very lovely about waking up in Synex’s tight hold, except the aftermath, when Hypatia goes to the bathroom and discovers all the love bites her lovely girlfriend left all over her body the previous night. Sneak peek: “- Whatcha wrong, my lady. Synex answers with voice heavy of sleep, opening her crimson eyes a bit more as she makes her way towards the grumpy woman to rest her chin on her shoulder. Then, her arms and tail wrap around the petite’s waist finding their home in an affectionate embrace from behind. Hypatia, in light of this, can only blush heavily, completely disarmed and melting in the taller woman’s embrace. The younger blonde unconsciously sinks more into the embrace once she feels her girlfriend purring and nuzzling her neck as if she was a cat herself, a very big goofy yet biting cat with sharp teeth, before she remembers all the marks Synex’s love bites left all over her body and which her dress and her laboratory robe will have a hard time to cover. Upon this reminder, her eyes twitch in annoyance.”

Hypatia x Synex (Path to Nowhere) - Love bites
archiveofourown.org/works/68955846

- Summary: There’s something very lovely about waking up in Synex’s tight hold, except the aftermath of it...

#PathtoNowhere #ptn

Summary: There’s something very lovely about waking up in Synex’s tight hold, except the aftermath, when Hypatia goes to the bathroom and discovers all the love bites her lovely girlfriend left all over her body the previous night. Sneak peek: “- Whatcha wrong, my lady. Synex answers with voice heavy of sleep, opening her crimson eyes a bit more as she makes her way towards the grumpy woman to rest her chin on her shoulder. Then, her arms and tail wrap around the petite’s waist finding their home in an affectionate embrace from behind. Hypatia, in light of this, can only blush heavily, completely disarmed and melting in the taller woman’s embrace. The younger blonde unconsciously sinks more into the embrace once she feels her girlfriend purring and nuzzling her neck as if she was a cat herself, a very big goofy yet biting cat with sharp teeth, before she remembers all the marks Synex’s love bites left all over her body and which her dress and her laboratory robe will have a hard time to cover. Upon this reminder, her eyes twitch in annoyance.”

Hypatia x Synex (Path to Nowhere) - Love bites
archiveofourown.org/works/68955846

- Summary: There’s something very lovely about waking up in Synex’s tight hold, except the aftermath of it...

#PathtoNowhere #ptn