Nyv shbsky

also i genuinely hate how moody i can get, like stop why am i so so rude and aggressive for no reason

Atp i would rather be stuck in a room all by myself💔💔

also it sucks when u dont have ur own room and instead, share a room with two annoying cousins who are noisy as fuck and i genuinely wish that i had noise cancelling headphones

i genuinely want to get better and get my shit back together but it's so so so hard, i just want to cut rn just so i could get rid of this feeling

dont u just hate it when ur stuff gets placed somewhere else and then you get confused, and feel all weird just trying to find it. 💔 Like man, i just want to draw but idfk where they put my stuff and im SO stressed just for looking for it sovbing rn

AND NO ONE TOLD ME??? Well to be fair, i dont know anyone that play epic seven BUT STILL WHAT

EPIC SEVEN X FRIEREN WHAT WHATWHAGHWATS, HELLOOO IM REDOWNLOADING TOMORROW WHAT THE HELL

Why’s a random author following me erm

The author is so cruel …

Crying myy eyes oit rn, don’t read pick me up if you can’t handle having ur fav characters die

Holy guacamole, i forgot how awesome action fantasy manhwas are. Alr guys, suicide is on hold for now!!! I ain’t dying until i see the end of this

Fuck

Maybe i wilk be cutting wrists

Exams are near, 4weeks worth of absences, zero knowledge about the topics. Hahahah i wanna die so bad, plz

Ughhhhhhhhhh

I keep eating more thnabusual and im ivethinking rn.

Sigh

Yk, slitting wrists like my previous attempt

Im debating on whether i should do it or not

No joke, double suicide sounds romantic lowkey. Whatever it’s called ig idk

Wish i had a rope rn woooohoo

I still feel like this

What’s the use of a osychiatrist if their treatment is useless to me, like, no effect, nothing

I swear this, IDK feeling???? Just keeps getting worse everytime like, let me be me, liek, normal me plz. It sucks cus meds aren’t even working BOOOOOO

It’s already been set in stone that i will be dying, if not this month, then the next month

I dont wanna pass this bs to my children anyways, if im even gonna lice that long to become a mother….. like, no, im dying bro im gonna die

Sigh sigh sigh sig, is being like this genetic. Sigh sighhhhhhhh, no cus i’m literally like my father SIGHHH

Idk why i’m like this at 2am, i cant sleep. I just feel, idk, like this

Plzpzlz, lowkey wanna slit my wrist hahahaha </3

Maybe being locked in a room all by myself would be better than whatever inhave going on rn