Nyv shbsky

I dont think i made any enemies, so i can't be cursed💔 what am i talking about.... But yeah, COME ONNN LET ME ENJOY LIFE

Man, there's downs than ups in my life like, give me a fair distribution☹️

OH YEAH, this guy weirds me out. He asked me wyll once, i said. He sent me pics of himself then said, wyll again. Like, stop💔 He sent that earlier while i was cramming, which didn't work out hellooooo kms

Okay so, i'm not confident with my writing, hell i'm not even confident at anything💔 I hope i become a jellyfish in my next life, atleast they only float around and get eaten, and they don't get overwhelming feelings

HOPEFULLY, wait no, hello journalism?? Wait uh, okay now i'm getting conflicted.

I swear, feelings are so overwhelming especially since i can't exactly let them out. ANYWAYS, i think i should attempt tomorrow

STOP, seriously💔 Dont start sobbing

i dont wanna start sobbing again UGH, i swear i feel so childish like cmon, just suck it up💔💔 Should i push up the date of my second attempt, maybe next week

wait r they pulling the we're dropping u out again card😨 Okay but real talk, i definitely fucked up my relationship with my mom and dad. Lowkey good cus atleast i wont have any attachments once i die BUT also horrible, because idk i still feel like a little kid that needs her parents

yk when ur inlove and it just hurts cus it feels like butterflies are gnawing on ur stomach, unli seratonin is being fed to ur brain, and ur heart feels like jumping out. IDK HOW TO DESCRIBE IT

She's so cool and so nice, i don't think im in love-love? I don't feel that like, thumping feeling in my heart that it reaches the point where it hurts. maybe, IDK, i don't think ive seen her in person. But i think i just admire her, PROBABLY

I'm actually so glad that a girl is the one like leading the screening and stuff in the gc cus like, im way wya wayyyyy more comfy with girls than guys like. I'm okay with guys, it's just i'm like, awkward? Or not that comfortable IDK, same gender=more comfy, or maybe it's cus i like her

HELL YES

HELL YEAH PEOPLE, CHEER FOR ME CHEER!!!!! I CAN PASS THE ARTICLES TOMORROW WOOHOOOOO

I don't wanna be bald💔💔 I can't tell if these strands of hair are normal or i'm actually balding from stress or some medical condition that

no seriously, wouldn't it be funny??? Wait, not when you've already lost a lot of blood idk, u could probably faint if you're like anemic maybe. I'm not anemic so idk

HOLY YAP

I still remember the dream, but not that much now damn i should've written it down. It prolly will happen in the near future, which means that i'm still alive in the near future💔

ALSO i had a really weird dream, ALSOOO i'm sure a lot of people also experienced this where they remember this dream and it actually happened in real life. Because this has happened to me VARIOUS of times, that i'm starting to delude myself into thinking that i can see the future

be careful guys, flips are distracting

why am i talking about doing flips.....I think i'm procrastinating again cus rn i should be transferring the draft into a clean paper and up some stuff

won't it be funny if u do a flip after every cut

If i ever learn how to do a flip, and i find a really tall and good building to jump off of. I'm gonna do a flip

are they gonna pull the, "we're dripping you out" card again, or the silent treatment. Cus both makes me anxious

i think im overreacting, there's always next year. BUT i'm not very patient

im boutta crash out, so far journalism has been added to my will to live SO IF I CAN'T PASS THESE ARTICLES, IM GONNA GET THE BLADE

i was gonna post something like, who wants to go infront of a double decker bus and let it crash into ussss to die by your side is such a heavenly way to dieee😋 YEAH, but like, i don't we have one? I think we do, DO WE??? I dont think so?? Maybe not in where i live IDK

if only my father didn't come yesterday💔 Cus like, im still kind of feeling down ish, im judt kinda suppressing it. BECAUSE LIKE, i would've been so locked in and not crying every second

brah idk what to DOOOO AHHHHH, SERIOUSLY, like, i need to pass the articles today but my dumbass fell asleep last night while making the 2nd one. SO i had to cram it, but i was like, still sleepy so i couldn't really think nor form the words well💔💔 damn it

remember guys, don't overestimate yourselves